Every time i try to fly
thinking i could aim higher
Falls back to square one,
falls back into your arms

Is it my pattern of thinking?
is that what is wrong?
i question myself

Should never think its square one
cause you're my comfort zone
knowing there is always someone there
someone who wold understand
someone with whom i can be myself

Isn't it the greatest comfort?
Might not be someone fancy
whom i could showoff to world
Might not have answers
to all the questions
about our future

But you are always there
always ready to comfort me
Maybe the same reason
i take you for granted
But the fact remains
that you are a source of strength
to carry on in this
journey of thorns

Pain that pierce
Deep into the heart
Difficult to breath
Gasping with sobs
Coming up to the surface

Would it not burst
from so much pressure
Pop right out of the chest
Can it hold so much pain
and still palpitate
I often wonder

Does it not seek freedom
to leave this rib cage
Or won't it not seek revenge
and create a poisonous cycle
to sicken and destroy
the entire five foot cage
Is it only a matter of time
until that happens
I often wonder

ආදරයේ නිම් වළලු සොයාගෙන
මා දුරු කතරක පියමැන්නා
සීතල පිණි බිදු කොපුල් තෙමන විට
සීතල සද ඔච්චම් කෙරුවා

අහසේ තරුකැට එක එක ගනිමින්
ඔබ සැගවී කොහෙදැයි සෙව්වා
අනන්ත සයුරේ රළ පෙළ අතරේ
ඔබ සැගවී කොහිදැයි සෙවුවා

හීතල හුළගක් ගත දවටාගෙන
හදවත පිස ඈතට ඇදුණා
කලුවර සෙවණැලි අතරේ සැගවෙන
ඔබගේ රුව නොපෙනී පෙනුනා

හදවත දෙදරා ඉකිබිදිනා විට
ඔබ මා ලග නැති බව දැනුණා
පාලුව තනිකම මා වෙළනා විට
අදුරු වළාවන් මට අත වැනුවා

Staring at my face
As if to remember every detail
Maybe to take back with you
Or maybe to pierce my heart
To know every detail
To naked my soul
It didnt stopped
Though our distance grew long
Now it comes with a smile
Eyes half closed
Lovingly gazing
For hours to end
Though through a lifeless screen
The warmth is still the same

I stepped out from the dark doorway
into a world entirely beautiful
where flowers bloom with extra brilliance
where birds chirp with extra sweetness
where the trees unfurl newborn leaves
and sway with the cool breeze
where the sun spread its warm glow
as if it would never set
i walked among them
every time i step
my heart overflowing with pleasure
and equally waiting with my eyes open
to absorb the next scene
is this heaven?
i ask myself

my feet stops
in front of a bright red mango
it looked so tempting and desirable to touch
every part of my body drawn to it
my gaze never leaving its beauty
i reach up and grasp the mango
oh no! its bleeding
its blood oozing over my hand
redder than the mango itself

goodbye my forbidden fruit
i whispered, and walked ahead
with tears in my eyes
but worse
it continued to bleed

I drown each and every night
in your dark, deep pool of eyes
suffocating but enchanting with no end
they beckon to me, and draw me in
hold me in a magical spell

I lose myself in your eyes
i search over and over for my soul
which you might have stolen
and hidden in your pool of eyes
never realizing till the end
that the strange, mysterious eyes
has always been seeking
to capture me and drag me
to the dark depth, in you pool of eyes

should i grasp you
so tightly to my heart
that your soft and gentle
wings may break
are you that vulnerable
may you leave me
and fly away from my heart
and feel the essence of freedom
as you joyfully drink in
the love of another