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SB Oct 2017
Abandoned at labour by my folks
The only thing inquired by my mind
WHY ME?
Abandoned facing the blackboard
The only thing comes to my mind
It will be fine
Abandoned in an academy
The only thing replays in my mind
I am strong and shall take it all
Abandoned at my post
The only thing echoes in my mind
Its a phase I will defeat
But conditions switched in a flash
The feeling is unfamiliar and precise
Finally, I am being accepted
Finally, my opinion is countered
Finally, I have an ally by to glare at the midnight sky
Finally, my frozen yogurt is opted to taste
Finally, I have someone to quarrel along
Finally, my munchies is divided amid a screenplay
Just when I dreamt for the puzzle to be complete
I felt a nudge while asleep, awaken to sight you part the course
Abandoned by my accomplice
The only thing reruns my mind
I will gradually march as experienced in the past
Abandoned by the creator himself
The only thing whispered by my mind
WHY ME?
I am drained of being castigated for a felony that's not my very own
I don't deserve this as I followed your decorum
I command a reason for the warmth received
Till what stretch will abandon accompany me
Abandoned ... for eternity
SB Oct 2017
It was revealed to me that dreams do come true
Since then I would feel them with open eyes
I always worked to be the finest and unbeatable
Every time I struck goal the world would echo my name
Folks and friends always proud to cheer from the crowd
Badges and trophies were the souvenirs of my crib
I shone the brightest in my tiny galaxy
I could view my fearless luck walk towards me
All I had to do was jump up high to touch the sky
Without second thought I ran to grab it all
Unable to sight the hurdle on the path I fell hard
Clustered the scrap of me stood strong and promised not to dream again
In seconds my cosmos turned dim and earless
When I capitulated everything a pal held my hand
Re-routed me to my course sung lullaby for me to dream again
Mentored to take tiny step one after another crawled and walked along
Have to shape my dreams into existence because one day my broken dreams won't be broken anymore
SB Apr 2019
A happy soul got bumped into darkness and was cold for a very long time
Unable to recall how essential happiness was in her life
Never dreamt to view the path she deserved so kept sobbing in blind
One fine day a salvager caught her sight, prying to uncover her precious smile
With the belief and ray of sunshine, he sailed along beyond the sky
Charmed her into a universe with airy aurora and a unique depart  It twinkled on with the fragrance of privilege to which she belonged
She was honoured with the respect she deserved, and glowed when sensed the happiness by his side
They agreed to create memories of life time to fantasised
All of it would flee with blink of an eye , he predicted it but she was was in denial
She infused her effots to block the downfall, was defeated by the strength of the srround
Did not surrender and budged briskly, saved her world but with visible ruptures
Realised being firm than himfom within she chose to knock the door from the past
Envelope in the blanket of darkness, she felt her heart release her soul at ease
SB Nov 2017
He thought he was not worth her
She thought she did not deserve him
Few years later they vowed to be together
FOREVER...
SB Jan 2018
Tik-Tok Tik-Tok the clock's are about to strike 12'o clock
Time is running so the elves are hurrying
The nice list is double checked so the wishes are exact
The gifts are wrapped filling up the giant red sack
The sledge is sparkling resembling the brightest star
**! **! **! startled the crowd, elves on toes rushing to the hideout
Gazing at the fat man in black boots wrapped in white fur on red coat
The red nose Rudolph lead the path countless halts as they depart
Presents are happiness passed fore dawn
One last task before he is gone, here is your gift wrapped in smiles
Cherish it till he visits next time
The bell on his hat jingling along making Christmas merrier for all
SB Sep 2017
Every time I close my eyes
I sense fear in my bones
Fear of falling, fear of breaking into pieces again
Every time I close my eyes
I wish to get my brain paralyzed for a while
Hoping to get rid of my nightmares
Every time I close my eyes
I pray for sweet dreams to come to my sight
But ignorance is the only answer I find
Just someday... or one day ... I only wish to rise after the sun rise
SB Sep 2017
The pain you cant bear anymore
Surrounded by the crowd you were at my sight
Eyed at you from distance and sensed the pain concealed in your eyes
With every brick lifted a piece of heart was detached
With the deepest dark secrets revealed I felt slight alleviation in your eyes
Just when I thought everything was neat the pain in your eyes was recalled
You rebuild the barrier to hallucinate
But I had to withdraw and show you the sun
Standing strong and lighting up the entire world
Little did I know the other side still in nightfall
Fighting with the pain you cant bear anymore
While I prayed everything to be fine fear dominated your spine humiliating you till you succumb  
Eyed from distance I could see the concealed pain visit again
I tried to share your pain as it is impossible to take it away
The walls were at the peak unable to even peep
Searching for the door hoping for some generosity
Wrapped in red ribbon defeat was gifted to me
To find the dents of your smile I will battle the deity and the demon let alone the world
Will not drop the anchor until I become a chunk of your hallucination
As long as I breathe my ambition will be to reside with yours concealed pain
SB Nov 2017
She was shattered like a broken glass... yet a perfect role model for the world
Perfect at pretending...
SB Oct 2017
The world is a giant corner to sustain on
It blends into a fragment of little things to make it look impeccable
A petite of agony a dash of joy and all hints to be okay
Touring the field of your corner you ought to taste every share of it
All sums up to look like vanilla honeyed candy
Always delightful from a distance and perfumed when handy
When the flowers get cross-pollinated
That's when you witness new species in life
You cherish few you hate some but have to swallow them and drive
Not all the moments will be fascinating
Not all the moments will be rough
But you need to march on solid
Even when fear checkmates you
Even when an infant's smile can make you feel butterflies
Even when you are surprised by blowing the candles at midnight
Even when your cot has tasted yout tears regularly
Halt, Stand and Breath put up an act of grin
Pretend to be okay
SB Oct 2017
A little fellow is delusional about saving the world
Just when he is about to be his hero
A usual alarm distracted him
A familiar character emerged to disrupt his mission  
Soon he grasped it is his mother asking him to rise
and he battles himself to part from his favourite rug
Not glad about his victory dragged himself to be groomed
The minute cold water dashed his face
A blare seized his attention he recognized the petrichor
He flees from his spot in eager beamed through the french windows at the mist
Slashed the azure, gushed through the blues
Edge of the gateway his mum spotted elation in his eyes
A hope desired in pair as both shared the exact expression
He is pulled off the scene to be prepped
The overcoat and the boots are out to be used
His smirk displayed how overjoyed he is viewing his blue tiny feet
Anticipated to relish the mist he clutched his mum's pinky
Escorted towards the field skipped a step or two
Arrived at last he felt heaven touched his soul
Without further buzz, he ducked his mum and rushed like the mist
Bouncing and splashing all over, the puddles are scooped and danced in too
Sand angels everywhere turned the lay into a fairyland
His sensed unable to describe the affection
Drenched by the pour yet wants to relish till drained
Even without a Kodak time is captured in mind
By the queen positioned beneath the red umbrella witnessing the precise wish for the two
The rain committed to accomplishing the rainbow till extinct
At farewell, faith is a gift leftover for both
Expected to fall in before long
The season cherished the most
Rains
SB Oct 2017
A shadow always followed me ...
When I was a little girl, I fell off a tree my mum was not around to dust my bruise but a shadow followed me
That's when we first met when I turned three
It revealed as a guardian angel who was assigned just for me
First-day at school I cried because parting drove me crazy
But there it was making me smile telling me everything will be fine
We played together it helped me find me ally
As the cravings were satisfied, always wished for everybody to smile
Right when everything felt pleasant
A rupture tore us apart, even when I was coated in filth it did not come over to comfort
It watched me from farness stabbed bleed cry, also left me to die but did not come forth to make me smile
My belief in it turned fable alike fiction portrayed by a painter
I fumbled when wakened tried to gain conscious
Unable to recall my own smile I strived to recoup it to my being
No longer witnessed at distance either
I fated to walk the path alone forced to stand on my own
Hoped for it to reunite but was deceived by my belief
Unable to decide if my prayers are delayed or declined
Oh, GOD! Please be my guardian angel again and bring back my happy times
SB Nov 2017
Coffee dates, movie nights and ice cream treats on lonely streets was there thing they shared
Now it only happens in her sleep only replacing her night mares
SB Oct 2017
From the time I was a fan of fairytale
I dreamt of you every night
Every morning I woke up I prayed for you to be mine
Then came a day when everything was seen with open eyes
Flaunting the glass shoes, holding a glass of red wine
Red carpet entrance in white dress riding a carriage
Star gazed by the audience walking down the aisle
Amused it was time to strike off the wish from the bucket list
It was perfect hour, time to recite the vows
Pledging for the eternity, to be each other's permanently
Gut felt the butterflies as everything was precise
The enchanted spell was uttered, the magical words "I Do" reran their world
For the first time, I could witness happily ever after come true
Old habits die hard ... a peck was placed on the forehead
The piece of stone was traded, the first dance on favourite song was shared
Everything was flawless did not want the clock to strick twelve
Yearning to relive every minute again... the dress, shoes and the wine
Walking down the aisle beaming in your eyes posing opposite you
Demanding to live the moment instead of looking from far behind
All should belong to me and all should be mine
SB Sep 2017
Just for once stand by my side
No tags or ties ... only you by my side
I know I am crazy and unbearable sometimes but have a heart of gold if required
I always have a pasted smile only because I am scared to be left behind
Feeling of being judged haunts me all night long and that's why I try to fit in others shoe right
Standing strong for everybody to lean on, covered in makeup so nobody can inspect me marred
To find the objective of the never-ending journey I need somebody to stand by my side
Stay strong or be crazy just like me but just for once stand by my side
No tags or ties ... only you by my side
Maybe the pain of being stabbed will be gone
Maybe I will learn to survive the deplorable
Maybe acceptance will overtake my world
Maybe for once ... just stand by my side
No tags or ties only you by my side ...
SB Oct 2017
A little lassie constantly wanted to shoot for the sky
Tasting the silver lining was the only thing on her mind
The notion excited her soul when she gazed him in her funny books
On Christmas Eve the secret Santa made her wish come true
For the first time, the red cape with her initials graved lifted her spirits high
All her attempts were to impersonate him from dusk to dawn running around
Just like SUPERMAN she flaunted her red cape desired to jump high
As she aged, his posters covered her block her time was invested in gathering his articles
Now she wanted to be with him forevermore
As the idea was absurd she outset to look for his double the one who would own her globe and abide to shield it
The one in red cape and krypton afraid was nowhere to be seen
The exploration came to an end when she realized that the SUPERMAN she was looking must be on another planet
Trying to save his dying Krypton unaware about her existence
But she decided to rest ... perhaps someday her Superman will stopover his new cosmos

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