my father was
a man of god
preached his word
and spoiled not the rod

This I thought as a child
I followed his footsteps
Became blessed
And endowed

Until his sins
Left him dead
and me torn
To be raised by kin
Too angry to mourn

all that he taught
became a lie
I was only 16
When he decided

can i take it all back


Extinguish
the pain

Left behind in your wake

I guess I can't
your  under the ground
It's far too late
We had our final round

It's been a year now
I've been widowed man
I throw in the towel
I'll never understand

27 years old
I never seen it coming
if i would have been told
I would have came running

I'm so sorry girl
That it wasn't me
leaving this world
On Christmas Eve

My role is chaperone
To unmolded Clay
For the unruly
Are off to play

Never before
Could I comprehend
Such utter neglect
Where do I begin

Perhaps in the middle
To make no sense
A cosmic joke
A blindfolded riddle

What was my point
The mute would ask
That ships done sailed
Ignorance has come to pass

My clay is dried out
And my ego sore
I turn off the laughter
And slam the door

All that's left to do now
Is genocide
Keeping up with the Joneses
And their Petty homicide

So roll out the carpet
And bake me a cake
I'll be driving in backwards
For pity's sake

We are the beautiful
the forgotten and lost
screaming feeding and blissful
Damnation the cost

we are the wicked
the faul and unclean
bringing forth sorrow  
And atrocities  unseen

Content in our malice
Our home is macob
Using blessed hatred
To finish the  job

we are the prideful
the finished and gone
Leaving only the sobbing
Like a ever looping song

Never before have I revealed my madness
Are described to the world my infinite sadness
All these Twisted thoughts
To be received and sent
I am omnipotent
But wretched and bent
That's what my sickness does for me
That's how the devil set me free

Running screaming going blind
The Eternal Gates
Is what I find
They wait for me there
With lust and hunger
to rip and scorch and tare
My Flesh asunder
He asked if it was worth the fun
As he licks out my eyes
With his forkid tongue
Meat for the Beast
Is all i am
I wake up in sweat
my  pain has ceased

I see your torment
In shades of alabaster and blue
I hear you're whining
And gagging beneath me too
I pity your effort
it goes in vain
I relish your sorrow
I feed off your pain
I triggered this Saga
To drive you insane
Laughing in silence
as your sobbing my name
Aroused by the violence
I'll bring the pain
I am the defiler
Legions my name