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I wonder this world
Lost in the sand
Destruction and chaos
My only friend
I take what I want
And leave the rest
Too many battles fault
I passed your test
So leave me be
With debauchery and sin
It fortifies me
So let's begin

tosed and forgotten
bleeding and sodding
decayed and rotting

i Christened the hole
i stuffed you to furment
was it worth your soul
to wallow in torment

all the the sorrow
You dished at leisure
lones to follow
you like a rapid creature

only in darkness
Have i seen the light
Only through  fear
Can I get up and fight

Only in sadness
Could I smile again
Only through faith
May I Indulgence in sin

Only through blindness
Will I ever see
Only through kindness
Will we ever be free

Foregoing the obvious
favoring the obscure
I called the abyss
Frightened alone and unsure

If only to find
the source of dismay
a seed to this evil
Could I atone redeem are repay

But hatred and sorrow
Is all to be found
A horrific tomorrow
Like music with no sound

Life is so meaningness
Damp and awkward
Effort so senseless
Disappointment like clockwork
I wonder when it was
That I lost my Grit
Why the pieces refuse to fit
Is it payback for Deeds
Gone unpunished
Slaughter and Theft
Plundering through the *******
Of an unforgiving world yet we pay homage

I was lost hungry
And all alone
Until my beautiful came along
She made me feel
And help me see
That beauty could be found
Even inside the likes of me
All I hold precious
Is by my side
she forced off the mask
In which I hide
Thank God for her patience
Despite my pride
Are flesh is one
Two Souls intertwined

tosed and forgoten
bleeding and sodding
decayed and rotting

i Christened the hole
i stuffed you to furment
was it worth your soul
to wallow in torment

all the the sorrow
You dished at leisure
lones to follow
you like a rapid creature