AMOUREUX

AMOUREUX Feb 2019

Im still hurt.
Im still crying inside.
I feel so weak.
Heartbreak eat me.

AMOUREUX Feb 2019

Hug Me

Hug Me Please.
Just hug me tightly.
I want to feel you.
I want to remember the feeling of being with you.
But you already left me.

AMOUREUX Feb 2019

Bye

BYe is the last word I hear with you.
You never look at me.

AMOUREUX Jan 2019

Unnoticed

People see me I'm happy as I am.
But little did they know I'm broken.
I always hiding my feeling
And when no one can see me I cry a lot.
I want to shout my feeling but I cant.

People that surround me makes me scare.
I want to hide.
They should not notice me.
I want to be nothing.

I want to cry and cry.

AMOUREUX Oct 2018

6 Months

Its been 6 Months.
I'm still into you.
Hearing & seeing your name still give pain in my heart.

I'm still stock with you.
I'm still waiting for you.
I'm still a foolish.

It pained me a lot.
I smile a lot but sorrow is hiding.
I want to burst out and scream my pain.
I want to confide my hurt feeling and cry a lot.
I want to be hug.

Its make me curious, if you still remember me.
If you miss me.
If you really forget me.
If I am really nothing to you.
Thinking those thinks makes me cry.
My feeling become so sad.

Why I keep holding on to you.

AMOUREUX Oct 2018

Thank you My Dear

Thank you that I meet you.
Thank you that I know you.
You approached me.
And I approached you.
We approached each other.

I'm not an open book as I am.
I'm happy that you seek to open me.
Thank you for easing my feelings.
Thank you for being a person that I can cry on.
Thank you for lending me a shoulder when I feel bad.

You are a dear to me.
If ever you feel sad, remember that I am here.
I missed you very much.
I wish to know you more.
Although we have not talked as much,
I missed you very much.
I wish I would be somebody that you can lean on.
I wish our friendship would be last forever.
I wish you all the best.

AMOUREUX Oct 2018

Scared

Im scared.
Sorrow can eat you alive.
Pain can destroy you.

Im scared how can I handle myself.
] want to be happy as I am.
I want to be serious as I am.

But Im scared.
Judgement, criticism,
I feel so small.

Im scared with my surrounding.
Everything.