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Jun 2017 · 145
Stardust
Leena Moin Jun 2017
These lights dazzle and blaze
Though they never fail to amaze
Cars and planes are on the ****
We don't know what our future is
Our prospects are bleak
I question animosity but without a squeak
The sky with no stars is sleak
So,yes the brighten the roads we walk on and lit up the skyscrapers
Not to forget lights that shine atop silver poles
What are we just empty souls
Running our lives like a circus
Forgetting we are made of just stardust...
Jun 2017 · 182
Sadness Symphony
Leena Moin Jun 2017
My ray of hope has vanished
My land of love is destroyed
My oceans of tears has been cried
My rainy cloud is pouring
My glaciers of ego have melted
My sun is loosing it's shine
My stars are getting dimmer  
My mountains of attitude have crumbled
My lava of rage has erupted




My flowers of care have died
My eyes have again cried
My heart has taken enough
My body can't take it anymore
So I say goodbye to the world as I rest my soul in peace
Jun 2017 · 367
Never Ending Nervousness
Leena Moin Jun 2017
I don't know if should stay or leave  
I don't know if you want me to go  
I don't know where I belong  
I don't know If I am wrong  

I don't know if I am stuck in the past  
I don't know how to make this one-side love last    
I don't know where do I belong  
I dont know if it's right or wrong  

I don't know how I manage to play pretend for so long  
I don't know if you know that I can't let you go  
I don't know if you knew what I know  
I don't know if you would you say yes or a no  
Answer me baby  
Don't say I don't know just don't say I don't know
Jun 2017 · 185
Misused
Leena Moin Jun 2017
Love is a spirit of all compact of fire.
I wish and I desire
To stay with you so please hire my heart
And we will never grow apart
I turn to watch you in your grace
I don’t want to chase you in this endless haze
My heart is singing out loud
My brain screams and shouts
I am helpless
And this road is endless
This silhouette I would have to follow
We will be back together
And my heart shall never be hollow
Make me, break me but baby just take me
I am high and I am hot
I don’t want to be stuck in this drought
You are acting oblivious ...No doubt
But I won’t go on without a fight
You think I only deserve to be with you for the night
But baby that ain’t right
When the stars light up the sky
I would ask myself why ?
I deserve better yes that’s right
I would destroy the mortal parts of you
I belong from a royal race
I was born to do what I want to do
So let’s forget this chase
Baby I would turn the tables
I will be able and I will be stable
But you on the other hand
I will make you regret
I will make you weep
Karma will hit you back
  
Because you are so d*mn cheap
Jun 2017 · 181
Drained and Dubious
Leena Moin Jun 2017
I feel  so wasted I feel so dull
I don’t know where to head in this dark stormy night
I don’t know if I could live with fright
This de motivation is killing me every night
Can’t you just shut up and let me fight this life through
  
This place is creep.. The thoughts are eerie
I don’t know where to bury
My  wishes   ..My goals
My hopes    .. My dreams
My eyes  don’t want to cry
I don’t wanna break down
In this town
  
These piercing sounds fill my ear
I feel like I am a question mark
Wanting to know where do I start ?
And how will this end ?
How long can I play pretend ?
  
Please let me fly high
Let me spread my wings
Let me achieve my dreams
I want to be independent and not dull
I don’t want to be lifeless like a Shakespeare skull
  
There is nothing good or bad but thinking makes it’s so
I don’t wanna be part of this society if they won’t let me shine
I can do it I can prove it
Self believe and Self trust is all I need
I am capable that’s all you need to know
I don’t want no show
I don’t want to be the best
  
I just don’t want to be like the rest
Jun 2017 · 120
Denial
Leena Moin Jun 2017
I don’t know what to  say
You just went away
Why did you leave?
Where did you go?
Didn’t you  know
That I needed you  so much
Losing your touch
Makes me cry a river
I must consider moving on
Before it’s too late to recover
You know you are in my heart every day and night
I just need to see your sight
  
Just once show me the light
Jun 2017 · 174
Freaky Fantasy
Leena Moin Jun 2017
You are just as beautiful as Mona Lisa in the picture
You’re the eighth sin unwritten in the scripture
My body starts burning up when I think of your stare
Sinful beast can u take me to heaven . I dare?
You surrender and Make me sin
Teary eyes with loads of moans and grins
Touching me as we roll two bodies one soul
The scars on our skin plaintiff that love is physical
We get deeply involved to win this lustful war
Our bodies intertwined paying no heed to the glances.
And our love for each other enhances with every advances
Love filled with lust was passionless  
But You are perfection, just like Lenardo’s masterpiece.
On the night of full moon you will be free
From the lust handcuffs and the chains of pleasure
I am no longer famished for your body or soul
It's a real tragedy that remains so persistent
  
That only in my mind is where you are existent
Jun 2017 · 75
Turbulent Twenties
Leena Moin Jun 2017
Was’nt I born just the other night
I am 20 oh the fright that you can see in my eyes
I was shielded in a cocoon like a beautiful butterfly
Came out of my shell as soon as I could spread my wings
The night wind revolves in the starry sky and sings.
As I sit in this silence which is so loud
I feel so empty inside out
Yes I have a purpose.. Yes I have a aim    
But things are so incomplete it’s just not the same
Though my soul has been in darkness since I was claimed
And my heart is in flames
Picking up the ashes I play this game of life
I Love too deeply and feel everything so intensely
This makes me think densely
I care about everyone too much I should’nt give a f*ck
Closing my eyes and shutting my mind
I want to drift away from this time
Now I contemplate I can see through my closed eyes
How I am bound with unseen ties that drench the words I need to say
I don’t get attached to anyone because I know they will leave me astray
So that’s why I just stay 1000 kilometers away
Maintaining the distance as I speak,walk and stare
And now the silence surged softly backward into the blare
The silhouette of this angelic hand on my head
Appears to lighten up this reckless life  
Time will hide and time will reveal
All the answers I am waiting for
  
It shall definetly unseal them all
Jun 2017 · 77
Low Life
Leena Moin Jun 2017
Loneliness has swallowed me again
Walls stare air burns making me numb
I am alive ..souless and lifeless
Corpse is the word that would define me
My tears could'nt roll down any less
In despair is my heart..it's caged in my chest
Someone just rip it apart
I am ready to bear the agony
Cause I am all by myself from morning till night
I have no one insight
Feeling morose is a habit
Melancholy surrounds me every moment
I beg plead and say take me away
Just want to go home for a day
Tears are rolling making my vision blur
What is this suffering? When will it end?
I am caged by my thoughts
They make me choke
These imbecile and sagacious beings
Make me feel even more bruised
I feel too much or not at all
I wish someone would listen be by my side hold my hand
So I don't have to play pretend
Or my life will soon end with my bear hands
Jun 2017 · 65
Dilemma
Leena Moin Jun 2017
Perplexed at the sight
I will know what to do by night
Anguished and don't know what's right
Dilemma is on it's peak
My life isn't on fleek
To start anew or to suffer the bleak
And let it haunt
From night to dawn
Self proclaimed mourns
Head up stay strong
You have survived for so long...

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