Randomwriter

Randomwriter Mar 2020

That feeling u get when u surrounded by people you have know for a while
You feel so small
So irrelevant
When you decide to speak
Silence is the only thing heard
Suddenly someone other than you opens their mouth
Everyone suddenly has time to comment
U waiting like a **** for even a simple no
all you receive it blue ticks
That feeling of not being apart
Left out makes one feel that one is not good enough nor worth of a simple response
It leave one broken and questioning why am I here ?

Randomwriter Mar 2020

To no one

Disconnected
When one feels detected from the core
Their ghost hovering over
Their body moving like it is autopilot
Watching
Waiting
Longing
To be reattached
Patiently
Anxiously
Awaiting the day
they become one again

Randomwriter May 2018

Flower

Why does keep happening to me
Every time you come to the door
I welcome you with open arms
No matter the heartache
No matter the pain you cause
the time you get bored
Not caring what you done
You stand by the door taking  out your gun
You Pull the trigger and leave again

Randomwriter May 2017

Hope is a dangerous thing

Why fight for something that isn't going to last just like the past
And you think to yourself does he really care about you and every time your phone goes off you hope it is him but to your usual disappointed it ain't him and hope that you aleast cross his mind once and you get frustrated and angry and take it out on an innocent bystanders and after that whole stage you cry yourself to sleep while he is sleeping soundly thinking of somebody else

Randomwriter May 2017

Convet

We  have all  been burnt by the fiery desire to be wanted
to be spesh to someone convet just a glimpse
of there superficial fatal attention
in hope they would just glance in your direction
It's like a moth  drawn to a flame
that scorching  urge to be ignited suddenly
annihilate

#burn9

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