Exploring the back of the woods never felt so good until you were gone.
Because there was so much more beauty further back where I couldn’t see.

I found myself assaulted by depthless distance that plastered my eyeballs
White flames amongst turbid waters and brilliant threatening serpents surrounded me
One needs a sense of entitlement
This world has revealed seventy three shades of grey in an eight by ten room
We all fail sometimes

I'm feeling again.
****.
I don't like this.
It's all harder to love this time.
I like you a lot,
But,
I can't love you.
I refuse to say any words that begin with the letter L.
I gave up on trying to love a long time ago.
It's as if I made myself numb to it.
I think you're now filling a certain void or something.
Though,
I'm lost when I'm around you.
As warm as your company is;
It scares me.
I wish I couldn't feel anymore
That is;
How much your mind permiates mine.

I'm a shoe in the mud
That's just what I'll be
I shouldn't care anymore
about anyone but myself