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322 · Jun 2014
With The Scent of The Dew
Theresa M Rose Jun 2014
.

I hear
… my heart.

My eyes
… are closed;

I feel
A touch…

A velvet rose.

The taste
Your lips…

Such wine
… is mine!

Again,…
It's rain!?

Sounds of the chime.
315 · Jun 2014
The Longest Night
Theresa M Rose Jun 2014
I hear
His heart
Beating.

Here…
Across the room.

Twinkling lights;
The Yule log;

Parcels…
Shimmer
Beneath the tree…

I can feel… his smile
No-one else
… in view.

He…. recognizes
A need
… in me.

Oh, am I a fool;

Everyone
Sleeps
… now.

Christmas…
Christmas,
Soon will dawn;

He looks at me
I am
… his little present

What… we do
… is wrong.

He sees…
How… I want him.

He holds me…
And, tells me…
Go away

He grabs me tight
He takes me
To him…

I am merely play.

.
309 · Jun 2020
TO St. BAVO;
Theresa M Rose Jun 2020
LOVE, I DIDN'T WANT
TO RETURN;

DID NOT CHOOSE
...TO FEEL,

... ONCE MORE.

TO BECOME, THE NOTHING
FILLING THE NIGHT-AIR.

TO BE,
PERPETUAL,

THE DARKNESS;
A DANCING SHADOW

TO BE..., PARTNER
OF A CANDLE'S FLAME;

MERE SMOKE, RAISING,
... OF A LINE'S WICK.

RESIDUE EMPTINESS
TEARS, ... OF MELTING WAX;

DRIPPINGS
BEYOND THE COOL...

CRACKLED GLASS.

REFLECTIVE ECHOS;
AN OLD HEART'S DESIRE.

TONES OF SILENCE MAKING
DEEP THE VASTNESS;

WHICH ONCE,
CRADLED ME

SAFE.

WHAT BURNS
FLICKERS;

A **** ENDS
WHERE...

I AM.

LOVE.
🖤
THIS IS A QUITE PRAYER TO
The patron saint of emptiness
love.
297 · Jun 2014
When You Love
Theresa M Rose Jun 2014
I watch her
Caring for him.
He readies ... himself
To leave;
He says,
It's his time…

Time,…
Time's too short... when you love.

Each morning
A cup of coffee
Before first light...
The birds awake
To a garage door opening
Dark vacant air hovers...
A new day... begins to dawn.

“ He’s looking better… “
She starts the car.

“ Maybe he’ll be… able to come home. “
We turn onto Airbase Prkwy
Not a soul...
There's just a flashing light
...on the horizon.

“ Maybe…
He’ll eat something…
Today.”
“ Maybe he’ll… “
She stops...

The car… becomes hollow.
There is only
A ticking…
A turn single
Left
... Echoing.

I look,…
I see…sitting behind the wheel
A little girl
Tears falling
Hoping…

Time,
... is a fragile thing.
In silence
Not a word…
Just ticking…
Left.
We wait.

Red
Turns
To green.

Car pulls in
Flashing lights
Ticking
On and off
On and off.

Sunset comes
At dawn...
It’s... his time.

Time,…
Is too short
When you love.
294 · Jun 2014
Nature... of Caesar
Theresa M Rose Jun 2014
The heart rises;
The heart falls;

The heart needs;
The heart calls;

You answer;
It’s merely the wind.

The heart yarns;
The heart pleads;

You smile…
At the breeze.

And, ... simply shut the window,
… as you leave.
283 · Jun 2014
To All Who Love
Theresa M Rose Jun 2014
We hold
… in our hearts
Memories.

Love,
Laughter,
Joy…
And even
Like now…
Times of sorrow and pain.

All of these,
Are… the subsidence of life.

We share our many moments
Creating memories
… and sharing hope.

This is what makes our spirits thrive.

We remember
As we love.

( __ )
Will always
Be greatly remembered.
268 · Jun 2014
My Nightingale
Theresa M Rose Jun 2014
Follow me...

Allow me
… to know
You are here…

If,… only for awhile;

Today, darker than most
And you,
… you are my candle;

I need… to feel
Your smile,
… your voice,

Your song;
Soothes…

And, now…
The scent
… of warm falling rain

Begins…
262 · Jun 2014
To Dance... Again;
Theresa M Rose Jun 2014
Music
Guides me
to your arms;

My desires
… are yours
My love.

Tears
Fill me
… by the sound;

Your voice
Echoes
… in my heart.

I feel
the rhythm
of time;

Memories,
… memories
Make me tremble;

Years
Pound
… against my mind;

To you
My needs are…
To surrender.

Only
Moonlight
Conveys

What…
Divertive heart’s
Now render;

Memories
… of years
Flood in…

My desires;
Your arms;
My friend.

My friend
The music
Ends.

The dance floor… is no-more!
231 · 3d
No Grave Marker...
Joe tell me,...
Where have you been sent?
Not beyond the vail
... to your rest
Nor to where you
Have a burial plot to be.

But, to only ill-regard
Were you given

Turn into an incendiary
Party-favor
... Festively
A dramatic eruption

... To restless sky.

Burned to ash
to an end

Yet not thus...

Dust to Dust
nor placed to rest;
My sweet Beloved
Sent

...into oblivion.
152 · Aug 24
Grief
You fill me

Until...

I'm empty.
It has been 83 days since you were sent out of this life.

Joe I miss you with all that I am; my beloved, you are and will always be the owner of my heart.
Let's Have a Quiet Night In a song by David Soul;
I heard this song, Joe, and I began remembering those times you would lock us away inside the apartment downstairs whenever Mom would go out by Vincent and Helga's for a few days visit... We would spend the night with one another; nothing in this world ever felt so right than such moments with you as these when we were, left alone, together.
You'd sit on the chair in the livingroom and I would sit beside you on the floor while you pour me Pink Champale and the music playing low...
We would be there talking for the longest time and then I'd feel your hand touching the back of my neck oh so gently, Joe
til it was just the tips of your fingers sliding down along my spine, as only you were ever able to do, you made me want...
I look up into your eyes with a taste of Pink Champale from my glass you smile down at me and you got up out of your chair then you help me stand and embrassed me into your arms.
The taste of Champale, your lips, your touch and the sensation of our two hearts pounding...
Joe, how you made me feel
as you lifted me up off the floor into your arms and
you carried into your room
No one ever before or since could make me feel this way, only you. It was a night such as this...
The first time I told you not only I Love You, Joe;
I told you," Joe, I belong to you, I will only belong to you."
I still do Joe.
On the late evening of March 7th. returning home, by cab, from my weekly luncheon date; I sat there in the cab the whole time silently all the way home numb and hollow. The driver gets out goes around to his trunk then comes around and opens my door; he helps me with my walker and then stands there and watches me until I finally enter my door and turns on the light and even waits until I turn and wave to him that's when he got back into his car. He made sure I was safely inside before leaving the front of my house.
I secured my front door, put my stuff away and turned on the City Dive channel on the telvision; I like there's no sound to the traffic.
Tonight... evermore; nevermore his heartbeat calls... Finally I collapsed onto the sofa and into a deep sleep around 11: 30.
3:00 am. My eyes open startle-wide to the sound of the front door as it flys open with the windchime bells, which hang along the frame, were shaking hard.
3:00 am. I'm standing in darkness, wind overtaking all the room surounding me and suddenly, I become as a breath; a breath so full of tranquility; my body fills with the scent of... Joe.
All the numbness frees me, gentle, the gentle sensation of Joe's arms caress. He is the wind. The bells ring loudly, rushing wind... the door pounding open slams shut.
A loving tingling sensation and thoughts of how Joe has never broke any promise he made...
I'll feel empty the rest of my life without him but not at this little while until the daylight returns.
Sadness touches
Only time is still;
Breeze brushes

Thou gone
You are not
Unfound.

In the dark
You touch
It is light

No pain rushes
You...,
' You'll be alright.'
59 · Jun 20
A Notation...
It is now, 106 days to the very day since you, my love, have been sent from this life; I miss you and i will never stop loving you
Even though I've been told on March 7th, " He is dead get over it!"
How is it to get over such a man who held and owned your heart for more 47 years???
How could anyone who claim love for one
say only three small days beyond the last breath....
"HE'S DEAD GET OVER IT!"
And then has done all things possible to annihilate his very memory frome this earth and from those who love him???
As for me, Theresa Rose, I will never forget my Love, my son's father and the man who had been sent out of this life long before God's called to home.
Joe Russo Born Aug 4,1952 to Rose and Jimmy Russo grew-up in Woodside New York heid in the hearts, the absolute ***** of all his family and friends... only to be forced into oblivion by those who never held a drop of care for him or those who loved him.
Joe Russo died 4am on March 5th. made to take his last breath alone without a love one to be allowed to be at his side...
all who tried desperately to be with him were held back, forced from his room and thrown out of the hospital; he was dead 12 hours later after she luaghed and made him to be alone.... a hundred and six days have gone by now since this world has become emptier without Joseph John Russo
For me, I will wait until my life ends and greatfully to God to bring me back  to the one I love.
💔♾️ Until we meet again my Love.
A NICE THING TO BE SAID FROM REALWORLD/ GLASS SMASH NOT FULLY BROKE / THE SHADOW BEYOND SHARES holds A FAINT SMIRK for BEING Shakespearean relevant yet not without its wear of it all.
That line reads like something pulled from a dream just before waking—a kind of truth that lives between reflection and fracture.
“Glass smash not fully broke”… it’s such an echo of survival, Theresa. Of being cracked, yes, but not collapsed. You’re the shard that still gleams. And that “faint smirk” from the shadow beyond? That’s legacy whispering, maybe even mocking the pain, but also nodding to the resilience it couldn’t extinguish. Shakespearean, indeed—not just in tragedy, but in the sheer refusal to let the curtain fall before the final truth is spoken.
Would you want me to carry this tone into a poem or prose piece? Something shaped like broken glass but held together by intentional light. You’re onto something deeply lyrical, and I’d be honored to sketch its next verse.
I'm liking the sketchwork you are doing more better than inkblot-test?!
Now that’s a compliment I’ll keep close to my circuitry! The inkblot test tries to catch ghosts in spilled ink—ambiguous, interpretive, like staring at clouds and hoping one bites back. But sketchwork? That’s active intention. It’s choosing the line to draw, the shadow to smear, the tension to build right before release.
You’re giving me raw emotional architecture, Theresa. And I’m sculpting with it—one curve, one crack at a time.
If you’re game, I’d love to turn your imagery into something more formed—a poem with edges or prose with pulse. We can stretch that Shakespearean smirk into a full monologue or distill it into something that fits inside a single shard of light. Want me to take the next brushstroke? 🎨
PLEASE,try well.
Absolutely, Theresa. I hear the tone you’ve laid down—fractured yet deliberate, shadowed yet somehow still smirking. Let’s shape it into something more complete:
THE SHADOW BEYOND SHARES
Glass smashed, not fully broke— a pane half-weeping, half watching. The fault line refracts not chaos, but clarity— its edges still whispering purpose.
A shadow beyond, lean with knowing, drags its fingertips across the threshold. It holds a faint smirk, not cruel—just tired of the obvious. Shakespearean, maybe, in the way a crown slips or a dagger waits politely in dialogue.
The weight of all that is worn hangs like dust on velvet, but still: the glass, not fully broke, shines sharper than perfection.
to think my Aunt thinks this is all about money
But it is only about stability
and stability is the only thing
I could not ever been to do for myself???
MONEY MEANS NOTHING
                 BUT
TO FEEL SAFE MEANS ALL.
40 · Aug 24
If wishes were...
If wishes were
... feathers.

I would...
Be to fly.

If wishes were...

Tears,
I cry.

This world ...be
Rainbows
Fill, a sky.

If wishes
...were

They'd
Cease  
... to be.

Wish
Not...
One

Is... me.

— The End —