Ty: Favorites

Oct 2013 Ty

Emma

i'm so ******* sick of this
i want to give up
i want to slash at my skin
i want to blow my brains out and have you watch
i want to hang myself from the ******* front door
i want to lay in a bath of bleach
and scrub away with kitchen scissors
i want to bang my head over and over in the mirror
let the shards tear away at my face and **** me up
and throw myself off the stairs
and snap my ******* neck in two
i want to swallow all the ******* pills in the cabinet
and
rip out my hair
i want to slice my thighs and create a map
maybe then you'll find me
help
i'm a ******* disease and i'm beginning to consume my health
where the **** has my sanity gone
these thoughts are running rampant in my mind
and i can't ******* shut them up
SHUT THE **** UP!
LEAVE ME THE **** ALONE!
GET THE **** AWAY!
i'm sick of myself and
i
just
want to
*******
give up

Oct 2013 Ty

excuse me for being proud

Oct 2013 Ty

maybella snow

excuse me for being proud

i'm proud of my scars
wait, listen to me
i'm not proud of
the fact that i have them
i'm proud
of the
fact that
they used to be cuts
and are now
scars
because they've
healed

Oct 2013 Ty

Untitled

Oct 2013 Ty

Emma

Untitled

what else is left besides my shattered bones and bruised skin?
besides my re-opened scars and bloodied fingernails
i am nothing more
but
a
wound

and
i'm
starting to bleed all over again

Sep 2013 Ty

Late Night Snacks

Sep 2013 Ty

Emma

Late Night Snacks

10 pills down,
1
overdose to
go

Sep 2013 Ty

Addiction

Sep 2013 Ty

Emma

Addiction

I always relapse
in your arms

Sep 2013 Ty

self harm.

Sep 2013 Ty

Rose

self harm.

slice, slice, slice.
I'm slicing down my legs.
shine, shine, shine.
I see the metal shining blade.
blood, blood, blood.
Blood's rushing down my legs.
pain, pain, pain.
I just gained some more self hate.

Sep 2013 Ty

Razor Blade Lullaby

Sep 2013 Ty

Rose

Razor Blade Lullaby

Razor blade lullaby,
Come kiss my pain Good-Bye,
You're my only friend on this cold dark night.

Razor blade lullaby,
I listen to you when I can't sleep at night,
You take away all my fright.

Razor blade lullaby,
I always keep you by my side,
Just incase I start to feel like suicide.

Razor blade lullaby,
Darken those thoughs I think inside,
Numb the pain that I can't hide.

Sep 2013 Ty

"You Break It, You Pay For It."

Sep 2013 Ty

andrea hundt

"You Break It, You Pay For It."

This is love?
Is that what this is to you?
A quickie, a "gotta run",
and you swear that you're true?

Don't offer me your hand,
to only draw it away.
You can't string me along
to keep your heartache at bay.

This is love?
I don't want any part in this ****.
You broke my ****** heart,
and now you're gonna pay for it.

Sep 2013 Ty

hush dont tell

Sep 2013 Ty

maybella snow

hush dont tell

no one knew
about the sobbing,
shaking mess i was
last night