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 Sep 2012 Trixxz
Helical
Mayhem
 Sep 2012 Trixxz
Helical
two bottles and I am down
headaches loss in control
head bang against the music
i hear them all loud and clear
mashing my ears
running through my veins
a release of mayhem
but a struggle to keep
aloud pounding
a still view seeing
unleash the fear at last
for the first time I felt it passed
for a music lover relief it was
my foot still stomping on the floor
for once a child I'm now in mayhem
 Sep 2012 Trixxz
Chris Shoemaker
Never thought id feel for you

But my heart was yours, i had no clue

You bring out the sun

When there isn't one

You make my heart go crazy

I think i'm fall for you baby

I hope you feel the same

I get goosbumps when i hear your name

I wish you were next to me

So into your eyes i could see

Want to make your world mine

I just want someone to love

That's as pure as the dove

i don't know if that's you

But my feelings are true
 Sep 2012 Trixxz
Ed Cooke
Untitled
 Sep 2012 Trixxz
Ed Cooke
Two boys
and girls
unclothed each other
simply at a picnic
flush with wine
alongside
sun-flecked trees.

The girls,
easy as the
forest round,
burned,
delicious,
as the boys
eager and nervous
in unequal measure
partly gave up
concealing
their joys
at forgetting
or remembering
in flickers
their bare bodies.

It went on
over nettles
and half-hours
and clambered
trees and
photos taken
almost formally
(on film,
of course).

And boyish lust,
at first sinuous,
a darting tongue,
began to
soften against,
for instance,
the sheer,
unthinkable
texture
of the two
girls carved
now backward
over the bough
of a storm-felled elm.

And there
in the embers
of evening
they learned
to thrill originally
at the vast,
gorgeous
and astonishing
irrelevance
of what
might happen next.
 Sep 2012 Trixxz
GKirtz
I want to die choking on my own tears,

So that I can taste something real

Right before the light fades.

I want to drown in them

Wade into my own

Salty, watery disappointments.

I want every open sore on my body

To sting and ache and throb

So that I can remember where I came from,

How I got here.

I want to sink to the bottom of a sea

made from my own eyes

thrashing about

clutching at nothing

Right before the light fades
The rising sun crushes his soul
and the night devours his dreams
lost in his own obsessions, relief is the only thing he seeks.
misguided love pulls him further in
and each and every day will be his last struggle
that smile that comforts and eases his pains
drives him closer each and every day

alone in his world, he pities all others
secretly desires their simple and seemingly misguided lives
he sees the dark truth in others
their ignorance and happiness in the little unimportant things
surprisingly perceptive, he sees other from an untouchable and safe distance
his self-proclaimed superiority saves him the blatant wanting


his drive is for recognition
and someone to end his twisted course
that has turned his life into a undesired and unremitting ritual
endlessly searching
he finds the one
his demure and unassuming savior
he clings with all thats left
hoping with each breath

but his fate is lined with misfortune
and partnered with disillusioned sentiment
a pair not even she can render

their story ends the same
he goes on in secluded shame
a failure he has realized, destined to be his life’s legacy
a lighted piece in the unvarying end
the once hopefulness which guided him
now dissolved into a resentful dissatisfaction
but, that is life, the way it has been, a fool he was to think she would bring along its end.
 Sep 2012 Trixxz
Cat Cash
If
 Sep 2012 Trixxz
Cat Cash
If
If I died today
Would anyone miss me?

If I died today
Would anyone cry?

If I died today
Would anyone say nice things about me?

If I died today
Would you have known I loved you?
 Sep 2012 Trixxz
Francesca Stamps
All this pain
How can you regain
What you gave away?

Tears rolling down,
Feel you can’t go ‘round town
After what you’ve done
You wonder, “What have I become”?

They come, they go
Don’t let your tears flow
Until at night when your all alone
You feel ready to die, but no one can know

The one is here, right now
But after all the others, you don’t understand how
Why does he love you?
Doesn’t he know?

How can you believe?
Isn’t it easier for him to leave?
Now the tears fall down
It hits you: he’s been here, he knows


He’s seen your tears
He knows your fears
He knows what you’ve done
He doesn’t believe in what you feel you’ve become

He picks up your chin
Looks into your eyes and he says:
"Hold onto me
I’m not like those guys
I’ll be here for you
I’m on your side"

You want to runaway
But your pounding heart says to stay
Should you go? Escape maybe another stain?
What if you stay? Could he help break the pain?

He loves you for you
Not what you feel you have to do
He says:
“I love you. I’ll always be here for you. Forever”
 Jun 2012 Trixxz
Jellyfish
Never withdraw,
for that is surrender.
Such impact from question,
such hate from contender.
Uncomfortable mission,
The deed is now done.
The silence is haunting.
The silence does stun.
An answer is spoke,
it glues one it both.
A pulse gives up pulsing
as words are now oath.
Heart is to blossom
from seeds that do lay.
Yet nothing's eternal,
and the heart always pays.

Creating false hope,
dancing with fate.
I allow myself less
than my heart would now take.
I'm teased with elegance
beyond what I've known,
like a cancer with spite,
you've dismantled my throne.
Woeful misjudgements.
Harsh disbelief.
Your mind can not poison
what love can not chief.
But dear do I love,
despite all the rest.
I'm aware of mortality
too much, I confess.
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