It hurts
God, it hurts to know that no matter what you do she won’t ever
                        want you as badly as you want her.
When I was 13 I loved a girl. Everyone said that I didn’t know what love was but I do. Love is the warm fuzzy feeling that you get when
You see her and you want nothing more than to hold her until you
                        die and feel like you belong with her.

My purpose as a person is to love the people around me. Some more than others. Like her, if she wasn't here I don't think I would be either. I know that sounds cliche but it is the truth. Just like me wanting to **** myself but some things just need to be said. Like how I love her.

The boy was only ten when he saw the girl that he knew was the only one he would ever love. He was eleven when she was in the same class as him and they got to get to know each other. Twelve and he wanted to be with her so he asked. She said yes but they were only together for two days. The boy was thirteen when she was in his class again. He acted like he was no longer interested he wanted to move on so he pretended as though he had lost feelings. He went to bed every night and thought of her cute smile her bold fashion her heart-melting smile. When he was fourteen he wanted to **** himself because she didn’t want him back. So, at fifteen he tried but didn’t quite succeed.

The girl was only ten when she saw the boy that she knew was the only one she would ever love. She was eleven when she was in the same class as him and they got to get to know each other. Twelve and she wanted to be with him so she asked. He said yes but they were only together for two days. The girl was thirteen when she was in his class again. She acted like she was no longer interested she wanted to move on so she acted like she had lost feelings for him. She went to bed every night and thought of his cute smile his bright blue eyes his heart melting smile. When she was fourteen she wanted to **** herself because he didn’t want her back. So, at fifteen she tried and almost succeeded.

Her eyes are like diamonds in the dark gloomy sky that just light up the entire universe.
Her hair was like a golden strand of silk that was dropped from an angle harp.
Her voice was like two songbirds singing their lives away for the pleasure of others.
Her hands were as soft as a cloud that had been torn out of the heavens.
But when she hugged me it was like I wanted to melt in her arms and would be happy to die at that moment. But it was when she left me alone in this cold dark gloomy world that I want out of.