I associate blankets
With being depressed
One pull over your head
And the whole worlds suppressed

My greatest inspiration
Is the love of my life
The woman who holds my heart
The woman I call my wife

You turn my downpour
Into a beautiful sun shower
You take a battered down ****
Into an alluring spring flower

You turn my sorrow
Into euphoria and bliss
You turn my anger and dread
Into a passionate kiss

You turn my worry
Into feelings of belief
You turn my dark thoughts
Into a sigh of relief

You turn my darkest days
Into a sunny sky filled with blue
Your turn my scrambled thoughts
Into a simple "I love you"

When I'm not with you
My soul can't help but cry
So what hell will it see
The day that you die

There's a storm in my head
With never ending thoughts
unwanted emotions
In my brain, they rot

They fall like a downpour
Sporadically they tumble
I can't speak of them when I try
my mouth freezes and stumbles

I fear it's too late
My mind seeping with muck
Why can't the rain hold
And the clouds clear up

Every thought of dread and weary
The storm consumes
Fear of my own thoughts
Keeps me locked in this room

When will this storm finish
I dread it'll never end
It'll plunder me to hell
For my eternal descend

My mind keeps racing
A thousand pounds of thought
But once I hear your voice
All the madness stops

I got the news 
the other day
that the angel of death
pulled you away
without any warning  
stripping you from my life
once i heard, i felt the pain 
My heart stabbed by a knife
I never got to say goodbye
To such a dear friend
I'm sorry I never got the chance
I never knew our last talk was the end
i know you are with me
i can feel your presence 
read this i hope you will
as you look down from the heavens
 
I wanted to thank you
for being a friendly face to see
how you were so happy
your soul seemed so free
whenever i was down
you were always there grinning
i can’t believe your smile is gone
something we’ll always be missing 
how bad i wish 
i can talk to you once again
to tell you how much i loved 
you for being my friend
ill never forget on halloween
you saved the good candy for us
how truly great of a person
is something we’ll always discuss
i know you are smiling 
In the clouds with the bird
wherever you are
from us i don’t think
you’ll ever be far
till we meet again
and we fly high in the sky
i hope you accept this 
as my final goodbye

my soul yearns for your cherished touch
my eyes need to see those rosy cheeks blush
my lips cry to kiss and brush your cheek
my ears fight to hear your innocent voice speak
my fingertips long to outline your anatomy
my crazy mind needs you to keep its sanity