It’s in the quiet moments the reality seeps back in
She is losing her mother but isn’t sure when
She’s trying to be ok and just enjoy the time but that **** clock keeps ticking and she’s running out of time
The battle has been fought and there is no way to win
At least we’ll be together, mother and daughter, in the end

He gave me butterflies
Those baby blue eyes
You made me feel alive
A love that never dies

over time the butterflies began to die
The emptiness ..The loneliness ..no matter how hard id try
The pools of tears I’d sit and cry

Until that day you gave my butterflies away
Begging you to stay
There’s nothing left.. or so you say

He gave me butterflies and then he gave them away

I had a dream about you again
I couldn’t find my way home to you
I kept getting lost along the way it seems
I never did make it home
I woke up with tears streaming down my face .. realizing that in life I’ll never find my way back to you
After so much time has passed I still dream of coming home to you

She doesn’t have the energy to think or feel but she has no choice but to go on. God blessed her with children so she had no choice but to wake up and live. Who knows where she’d be if she chose a different path

Looking in the mirror
Afraid what she might see
The person staring back is not who she’s meant to be
Another day
Another life
She dreams

I’m standing on the outside
I’m looking in
I see the life that should have been
The walls they close around me
My heart it won’t be still
It all seems surreal
These feelings that I feel
It was all a dream
How could none of it be real

The walls around me crumble the ground begins to shake this can’t be happening again another heartbreak .  I opened up .. i let you in ..  you were just another fake.  But I met you for a reason you were never a mistake.  Just a lesson from above but how much more can this heart take.  I’m here ..  i’m listening ..  i’m finally awake