i can see that twinkle in your eye when i sweep your hair around your ear
your gaze is deep and uncertant wondering what you may be thinking
your arms wrap around my waist as mine are wraped around yours
the space between our faces so dangerously close oh so tempting
the heat given off by our bodies building to an unrelenting passion
trying not to submit, yet not wanting to be the one to let go first
holding on, holding on, until the fire is too much and we burn with
that intensity and just let our bodies melt into one and create a solar
flare that travels the speed of light and touches all the universe and
beyond .

i often wonder of the rituals of life, the awakenings, the motions, the bending to the masters
the never ending quest of what?
am i better for this, shall i trudge on, up stream, like the salmon, only to be eaten by the bear
do i dare change course, take that chance, do i have that adventerous d. n. a.
will the winds take me here, then there, and is there were i can settle my thoughts
take root, build something of my importance, would anyone care
i'm the top shelf looking down on all you creatons, laughing, smiling, beating my chest
daring you to join me, can you handle this. i'm the chosen one, or so it seems
but even up here the rituals start again, and i long for were i was, with all of you
not this false facade of power and glory, for i have found that quest of what
and it is with the love from my friends, forever

as i whisper in your ear, and tell you what i fear
i feel you holding me tighter, to wipe away my tear
the warmth on my neck, from your soothing breath
sends my mind to a place, your softness i can't regret
for you are with me now and always,and beyond forever
a cherished time, a whimsical jouney, a daydream awaken
I LOVE YOU

only in the quiet, when darkness creeps in on me
can i truly reflect, and let my mind wander so free
thoughts that come to me at the speed of light
so siffting through them is a peerless plight

each one tempting, saying, pick me, pick me
so i navigate the ones i truly beleave
and i try to put them in a coherant phrase
and trust in you to interperate your way

for these are not truthts or lies i spew on this page
only a starting point in hopes you'll engage
so there, i have given you everything you request
so its your turn to tell me, or forever let it rest

the most beautiful thing i ever created is all grown up now
                              her smile bend's men's knees and leave them in a child like state
                              her intellgence will overwhelm those who want to coverse
                               the glow of her being can lite the darkest nights
                              her voice can calm the hardeat amomg us, a true gift from above
                              and a unrelenting love to all mankind

so you ask me to dance,and i asked forever
                                    you replied, if you can handle me
                                    i asked do you have the stamina
                                    you laughed and said here we go
                                    fifty years later, we are still dancing
                                    together though our lives
                                                          i love you

the glow around you has turn cold as i approch you
       your eyes stare past me and i am confused
       i reach for you but i am blocked by some unseen force
       an emotion unfamiler to me. what is this i wonder
       i ponder is this love affair of the century over
       our years together just a lie,a deciet to **** time
       why you wait for something better to come along
       or will you discard me like an old pair of jeans
       that just don't fit right anymore.
       your silence does'nt help, perhaps my goodbye will