passion
                                                      the unrelenting cure of feelings
                                                           that torment my mind

oh my sweet reminece, how you are always in my mind
                   a steady friend, never to fail me when i come calling
                   a healthy dose of reminders, the good times, when
                   my life was more clear.
                   not to complain about the daily grind, for such is life
                   but to know i can visit you from time to time, makes me smile.

is it wrong of me
                                    to just sit on my favorite chair and
                                              let my mind wander
                             listen to the sounds around me and not react
                                              no thoughts just numbness
                             leave the days events in the hours that past
                                               no regrets, no emotions
                             think of all things and let them fade away
                                               my mind moves on
                              to no were in particular just wandering
                                                tired of rationalizing
                              catch the racoons shadow, still looking for food
                                               wish i could help
                              and you to will fade into the darkness
                                          not knowing i saw you
                             rise up from this chair, lay prone on the bed
                                          and close my eyes
                                   and dream of the ones you miss

sassy but sweet is what called you in our youth
sassy, with that certain look, sweet with that angelic voice
though years have past and times have changed
your being remains the same
why your still with me, i'm not quite sure
perhaps my years have past and my times have changed
and your always a constant , that straight line, never wavering
and always sassy but sweet

how dare you tell me that you are not worthy of my love
to insist this will not work out between us
or that you are inferior to me
am i the great messiah you seek
am i the aztec king so revered by his people
am i a quasar that outshines all the stars
no, for i am a mere human whose ego is on the negative side
i don't seek to defeat you or impose my will on you
you talk of not being worthy of me as if its some distant
emotional state drummed upagain in your minds past
so look up at me with those stunningeyes and listen
all i said was I LOVE YOU

silence is what i heard when you slid into our bed
coldness is what i felt when you kissed my head
the distance between us is no mistake as the pillows can atest
my head turned, looking at the wall, wondering
remember me when you lay in his arms
as the tears creep down your cheeks
the guilt is yours, not mine anymore
i have made my plea for forgivness to you
i guess revenge is not your style

its so interesting to see you again
standing behind me in the mirror
why have you appeared again
i thought you vanished forever
what's your ploy,what game do you play this time
do you miss me, miss us, or are you
happy tortureing me every once and a while
with those puppy eyes and teasing smile
i have moved on you know.just like you
so your perfect whisper won't work anymore
your siren voice is a mere echo of the past
as i wipe the steam away from this mirror