What is it?
That's makes my relevance so easily detachable?
One day I'm the toast of the town, and the next, vacancy, a LOT of disappointment
When I want to grasp I sense the grip of my efforts slipping from my almost ghost like fingers
I breathe but you think I'm suffocating, not only myself but you in the process
Hello, Hi, Hey... I've got the message

I'm the perfect vessel to fill with your lies
I'd believe anything looking into those eyes..
Fool me so hard I believe my truth is false
But you can take my hand and make it all go away
Just hold me close and say you will stay
When life gets hard and bridges are burned
Where will you run?

A woman
with not much more to give than a smile and kind gestures
Discontent but not for herself, but what she lives
By choice but it feels like that of a trap
She loves and loves but nothing ever gives
She nods and believes god will have her back even if it doesn't feel that way
The love from her burns greater than a saints angelic glow
Wondering if her kids are happy will I follow on that path?
Lovers who morn with no loss but that of their love
Agreeing to hold each others hands in the night but loosely
Turn day, the show began for the children and those who doubt
Pride the illustrious white horse that can choose the path of good or evil
But whom to consume with each path the fakers or the unknowing?

Dormant was my love like a bear waiting for the right time to emerge from a slump like slumber
Awakened at the sight, smell, and touch of your presence
Not enough time to dream of a love so perfect is what my heart tells me
I hold your heart to mine, I treat it as my own
Let it beat, let it beat, let it beat when I come near
I'll be the one to wake your love when the time comes

Afraid to take that next big leap, what do I fear?
Conscious of my decisions but when will I care?
Expected limits of my life, will I remain stuck here?
A last resort, my mental breakdown
The trembling of hands that would make anyone seem nervous
Straps and pills couldn't do the trick
Time to myself, always been a riddle
I haven't learned to swim in the real world
Have I asked for help..or will I be forced to drown with my ship?

We've all been there...
Most of us...
A taste of invincibility, or "the sauce"
It's taken  us to higher ground and our lowest point(s)
For temptation and triumph over the dull, uneventful, out of spite
Will you settle for bad morning or a goodnight? choice ultimately yours
But should you make that for which you do not think? Tis a quandary
And the answer lies lost, lost in the sauce

My heart lies on the other side of the world
Though I've never been I can only assume it's amazing
The fact that love can reach anywhere is over my head
Concepts of beauty and understanding we all have them
Some differ from others but we all need love
A picture is not only worth a thousands words
It's also worth a thousand feelings
Sad happy just to show
My heart captivated by an 8x8
And I want the world to know