When absurdity starts to make sense and you've seen all the time you've spent away from the thing or person you love the most an it's staring at you like you're a ghost of your former self, trapped inside this emotional shell you call a body find a way out of this new age hell

People who say they aren't scared are lying
They wouldn't be here right now trying
For their easy way out just a few years
some of us try to make it when we're still wet behind the ears
but its ok let me tell you it's alright
we're all in this together through the day and through the night
For where ever you walk we will walk with you
Until our time is up and we have nothing left to do

You've reached the botton of the barrel now just scraping for luck
Walking around hoping for someone to give a....****..
Digging for smiles but all the wrong ones
Hiding the sorrows from the world you've created
Why hide and keep living life so jaded?
Too easy to fall into a cliche but serious despair
I tried to tell you from the jump, I can and will always be there

Words seem to be all I'm good at, and I'ts the only thing that cripples me at the same time
Cat had my tongue, I didn't want it back
Scaredy cat, hardly frightened
My speech implies that of an enlightened
Thinker, I think, I thought
Words, on a stage, I'm distrought
Rigormotis set in, stone, to the bone
Keep those words to myself, I'd rather be alone

Let the smiles and laughs pour out
Like waterfalls and rainbows
Happiness is but a free emotion we all pay for
Take my hand and we'll grin at the sky
Just because we love life itself
No reason to rush, smell the roses
None around, we can just pretend
We know that our smiles will still be there in the end

Carve your name into my skull
The way you creep across my mind is so sick
Thoughts of ******* become normal
I've become complacent, thought I had you from the start
No one was fooled but we were both charmed
No where to go but each others arms
So I thought; complacent