I said I got years of experience in months what you think
A test of self control, she said I wasn't old enough to drink
But I'd do it anyhow drunk or not I want not you but us
Two people wanting  eachother wants almost earie
Inhibition all time high leave the excuses for "the next guy"

How I've wished this water was whiskey
In my absence, will "they" miss me
The world around me moving quite slow
My life would be over if this water was alcohol
How I wish someone would look up to me, a role model
I keep these unseen feelings in an internal bottle
Ready to drink, water to ***
If this water was alcohol my life would done

Ignored by the ones you love, I feel so cold
This game we play is getting old
When you're the one I want to hold
Keepin distant from my heart is what I'm told
Falling in love you wouldn't chance it
Even though I'm a hopeless romantic
My time with you is sinking...titanic

Happiness is a feeling that passes through magnetic waves
We can feel the reverberation of positive energy as we pass each other by was there more to it?
Is there a spark, my feelings became electric
My mind became its source of power but otherwise useless
Just tell me that when we passed eachother by you felt this?

Hold your head high soldier it's not over yet
Our journey is just begun so embrace the ****
And I'll keep this smile on my heart
Because web you start to doubt and start to think
Is when this ship will begin to sink
Sturdy out minds needed only necessary
Thinking traps are our adversary
We can make it through this endless endeavor
One day at a time instead of forever

I'm just trying to fit in so I don't fall off
No one to catch me only to toss me around
It's feels good for a bit, till it turns into spite
Sorry and sadness all inside with a smile to sit upon my face
My thoughts race not to finish but to collect themselves
Taking turns and burning out
These thoughts I've been having need to take a different route
So why fit in anymore?
Don't fit in just fit
The world is our puzzle we're just trying to fill it

Dejavuu, it's a sign
When you have it your eyes go blind and you enter a premonition in your mind
You live the moment, memory, foresight
In awe you don't say a word
What do you think?
Are you headed in the right direction?
Is that what this means?
Is it a warning in disguise?
Or a bitter sweet surprise...