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Jun 2019 · 602
Love and forgiveness
Eddie Matikiti Jun 2019
Forgiveness is the secret to all those long and successful relationships we hear about. We might always offend and annoy each other, have nasty and unnecessary fights. Our egos may come in the way. We could even say a lot of careless things that hurt to the core. But if we can own up to our mistakes, apologize sincerely, forgive each other and move forward, then we have a great recipe for a relationship that will last forever.
Jan 2019 · 3.4k
January Drought
Eddie Matikiti Jan 2019
As brutal as a desert drought!
Baren lands, hungry crops and starving mouths.
31 days seems like 62.
A neverending nightmare.
It is a marauding scavenger.
Devouring all that cross its path.

It starts off good with a lot of hope.
Before reality dawns and the struggle begins.
Each new day we limp forward.
Mar 2018 · 2.6k
Memento mori
Eddie Matikiti Mar 2018
Death is a necessary friend we all must embrace.
It will come suddenly like a robber in the night.
No one is immune to it.
Do not forget this!
Feb 2018 · 608
The Epic Love Story
Eddie Matikiti Feb 2018
I wish our love story was epic. I wish it would compel us to be better for each other. I wish it would be a timeless masterpiece that never fades away.

I wish we could transcend and make our love unconditional. I wish we had more understanding, patience and tolerance.

I wish we understood how fragile love is and sought to nurture and protect ours.
I wish our love story was epic and amazing.
Jan 2018 · 624
Pray
Eddie Matikiti Jan 2018
What to do in hard times?
Where does help come from?
How do miracles happen?

Though he seems silent
He shall consolidate my weeping and my prayer
He shall answer swiftly and act
In a day all my troubles shall dissipate

Prayer is no stuff for feeble people
It is the language of the heavens for men
Connects earth with the power of God
It attracts the ear of the loving father

Do not cry in vain
Pray
Do not suffer in vain
Pray
Do not want in vain
Pray

What can a man do
To conquer impossibility
To alter the course of a hard life
But to leave it all to God in prayer

Pray it all into the hands of a loving God
He is the one who helps
Jan 2018 · 742
Contentment
Eddie Matikiti Jan 2018
I am learning to be content
In all my lot
Whether I have plenty or little
Through rough patches, hills and valleys

It is not about what I have
It is about who I am
I am content
My perspective has renewed

Seasons & times take their turn
Though it rains, through the dry spells
Storms, hurricanes and winters
The sun shall rise again

Things may work out or not
Yet I remain unruffled
I face my days with blind optimism
Contentment being my guiding force

I'll be as steady as a rock
Eagerly awaiting morning-time
I'll be grateful for each new day
My radiance will outlast it all
Jan 2018 · 427
Her last words
Eddie Matikiti Jan 2018
I've had enough of this
I'm tired of this now
I don't deserve this nonsense
Go hang yourself!

You're not my business
You're a pathetic excuse for a man
You're a selfish ungrateful pig
You're a selfish, shallow, ungrateful human being

I regret the day I ever met you
You deserve all the misery and loneliness
You don't deserve any respect or diplomacy
I don't care about you
Just go rot in hell!
Good luck being single!
Jan 2018 · 346
What is love?
Eddie Matikiti Jan 2018
Love is friendship on steroids. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving.

It is loyalty through good and bad times. It is also common interest, compromise and coorporation.

It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses. Love is the greater force that binds disparate hearts.
Oct 2017 · 371
Forgive because of Love
Eddie Matikiti Oct 2017
We hurt each other
Because we love
Love is painful sometimes because of feelings

If we didn't have emotions
It wouldn't hurt
But we love each other
So it will hurt

It's a fine line between love and hurt
A flick switch that turns on/off
We could kiss or fight
We have the power

Forgive because you love
Fight for the love
Protect and nourish it
We do love each other
That's the important bit.
Oct 2017 · 1.2k
Love is a beautiful thing
Eddie Matikiti Oct 2017
Love connects people
Brings them together
Binds them together
Keeps them together
Love is a beautiful thing

May the excitement of the day
The beautiful dresses and suits
The magic and joy in the air
Scores of family and friends
Never cloud the fact that
It's all about love
Love is a wonderful thing

This is the day made by the Lord
Ordained before time
Cherish, enjoy and treasure it
It's the genesis of a sacred union
Two hearts woven to be one
To live in holy matrimony
Love is a powerful thing

We wish you well
We pray for you
We support you
Blessings and fortunes be upon you
Good health and longevity be upon you
Prosperity and success be upon you
Love is a glorious thing

May your house be filled with love and laughter
May you be a powerful force
May the best years of your lives start today
May you show the world:
Love is alive
Love is a beautiful thing.
Jul 2017 · 358
Love was
Eddie Matikiti Jul 2017
Is there a future for us
Or is this just a futile mess
Shall we see tomorrow
Will our love survive the bitter night

You are so close, yet so far
So near, yet so distant
A love doomed by nature perhaps
Ruined by time and disbelief

The thin line divides us
Far from love towards destruction and hate
Blinding us to see the simple fact
That what joins us is greater than what seeks to dim our flame

There was a day we seemed so perfect
We were destined for eternity
Now we walk on eggshells
Doubtful of our fate
Fearful of what the day shall bring

Change is upon us
Half a heart no longer believes
The other is found wanting
Maybe love has dried up
All hope extinguished by doubts

The enemy who defeated was the mind
It reasoned love out of our story
Made it out to be about flesh and lies
Ignoring the simple and sure truth
That love was, and could have been.
May 2017 · 355
Now Love!
Eddie Matikiti May 2017
Fly away and find a perfect love. Fly far and wide. Up and down until you find him. Open wide your eyes. Consider every opportunity. But alas do it quickly for that love must be found now. Find it today. Find it tomorrow and not any day further!
Apr 2017 · 410
Success
Eddie Matikiti Apr 2017
"We cannot fail. We will not accept mediocre results. We must absolutely succeed. We must break down every barrier and limitation that stands in our path to success!" E Matikiti
Apr 2017 · 369
Untitled
Mar 2017 · 602
April
Eddie Matikiti Mar 2017
Maybe this could be the month
When the loathed seed will arise
All the lovely flowers will blossom
The scent of red roses up in the air

The hearts of maidens full of hope
Hope in the mysterious connection
One heart intertwined with another
Two souls conjoined in unity

If such exists, this could be the month
Oh what joy it would mean
Oh what peace it could bring
Oh what contentment it will give

Birds chirping in the spring morning
Two lovers laying in truthful bliss
No words spoken, only the hearts converse
Maybe this could be the month of love
Mar 2017 · 439
Simple prayer
Eddie Matikiti Mar 2017
May God grant you all the desires of your heart and enable you to live in constant  joy and peace. Amen
Mar 2017 · 558
The success race...
Eddie Matikiti Mar 2017
I have stopped going to LinkedIn to apply for jobs
My aspirations have transcended into looking beyond the security of a pay cheque
I am looking beyond the 8- 5 call of duty
I am aiming to make the lines blurry between pleasure and business

I don’t read on how to perform in interviews anymore
My library is all about how to lead, how to influence and how to make an impact in others’ lives
I am more interested in fueling my ambitions and driving towards creating a legacy
I am learning to think beyond myself and seeing into the future

But in the end I guess it’s all a gamble
Success is best defined by the beholder
And it will be tested by time...
Mar 2017 · 755
Weight of the world
Eddie Matikiti Mar 2017
My shoulders are heavy
I feel tired and heavily laden
My doorbell always ringing
Never a moment of rest

The weight of the world on my shoulders
All of the issues, problems and cares
Knocking my head against the wall
Violence and noise all around me

The troubles of the world burning me out
Fires all around me
Firefighting all day and night
My head up in smoke

When will I breathe clearly again?
When shall the problems cease?
When shall the smoke disappear?
When will the fires die out?

Who will carry my own weight?
Who will extinguish my own fires?
Who will dry out my own tears?
Who shall rescue me in my hour of need?
Feb 2017 · 628
The pointless battle
Eddie Matikiti Feb 2017
Life is a struggle
So cold and pointless at times
Hardships and struggles
Unnecessary difficulties and problems

Life is a great battle
A fight to rise to the top
Blood, sweat and tears
Victory only comes after fighting

Life is a mystery
What is the point of it all
At the end we all lose
We all die anyway
Feb 2017 · 332
Enduring love
Eddie Matikiti Feb 2017
After all this time
I still think you're amazing
You still light up my fire
You don't cease to thrill

After all these months
You keep getting hotter
Your heart is still as pure as gold
You still touch my heart

After all these weeks
I still miss you
I wonder about you
Can't wait to see you again

After all these days
You're still a miracle to me
I thank God for you
I see my future aligned to yours
Feb 2017 · 438
Anger!
Eddie Matikiti Feb 2017
It was all lost that day
All those good many years of sanity
And clarity of mind gone in a second
One moment and a few words triggered it all

The beast resurrected like a Phoenix
Spitting  fire like a wounded dragon
Raging  with infuriating anger
Erupting harshness like an angry volcano

In that instance, the gentleman died
And that animal arose
A monsterous transformation occurred
Until it's ugly head surfaced

The sunshine dimmed off abruptly
All manner of darkness appeared
A feast of anger and madness  was served
Trapping the man in a weary temperament
Feb 2017 · 375
This strange place
Eddie Matikiti Feb 2017
Lately I get a strange feeling
This place doesn't feel good anymore
Everything seems awkward
All common senses are misplaced

I have been asking myself lately
Am I still happy here?
Do I belong still ?
Why do I feel like a man stuck inside a ladies bathroom ?

I cannot control my depression
Melancholy gets the better of me
All these strange people I do not know
Speaking this strange tongue to my face

I should be happy
I should be feeling good about life
I should disguise my sadness with smiles
I should drown my despair with hope

I am dying slowly in this place
Sorrow is siphoning my life away
Darkness and weeping harass me
All hope is dimming right before me

I must escape from this strange place
Sail into the sunset of my life
To a world I can call my own
Where joy grows on trees like leaves
And rainbows are part of every day
Jan 2017 · 731
Asia
Eddie Matikiti Jan 2017
Asia the beautiful
A fusion of the south and the east
The middle ground of the world
Welcomed by a million smiles

Asia the great
A place where the sun is always shy
Hovering above the clouds
Ministering it's vice all day long

Asia the jewel of the world
The factory of the world
Shining it's radiance to the corners of the earth
Always up early
Running ahead of the rest
Time flying faster than a dream

Asia the glorious
The biggest of them all
Majestic in every way
Uniting the world in silent diplomacy
#Asia
Dec 2016 · 445
that place
Eddie Matikiti Dec 2016
In a place between dreams and reality I  hear a rhythm so perfect
A tune in sync with my spirit
Composed by my innermost being

In a place between the living and the sleeping
I hear a beautiful symphony
Playing a majestic song that proclaims me king
In that place I am a god
My wishes materialize
My days are all powerful

In that secret place between my soul and my mind
I think genius, I see the light, I am pure
I write the song that touches all hearts
It heals the world

In that amazing place
I see the beauty of the world
I see the the world dance in union
All the pain gone
All is well
Dec 2016 · 312
The insanity of hunger
Eddie Matikiti Dec 2016
A growl here another there
The whole system in anguish
Oh the noise, unbearable noise
Supplies are running low!
Feed us! Feed us!

The message is sent to the mind
The stomach feels abnormal
And the rest of the body awkward
Energy is rationed
Muscles start to weaken
The laughter and smiles cease

Hunger kills good nature
Hunger turns into annoyance
Annoyance into anger
Anger into a cry of relief
The cry brings food
Food brings calm
Calm brings sanity
Nov 2016 · 307
The rush
Eddie Matikiti Nov 2016
A sudden tingle in the belly
A storm is slowly brewing
Pain and suffering follows
The rustling of a thousand cattle

The embarrassing walk to the pit
That shameful squat to eject
Out of sight from the world
A private war between man and waste

Rumbling and shaking from within
A belly possessed by a beast
The beast must be exorcised
The pain gets intense

Then it starts to come out
Slowly and hard at first
The uncontrollable rush begins
The beast is slowly released

Then silence follows
All seems well again
That hurtful feast is dumped
Away it goes down the drain
Nov 2016 · 378
The Len Philosophy
Eddie Matikiti Nov 2016
Who knows what life is
Who knows if reality exists
It could be all be one big lie
A dream within a dream

Are feelings and emotions real
Do we feel sad and happy
Or we are programmed to believe we do
Are we not machines with no body and soul

Are we not players in an eternal maze
Merely victims of a mind game
Running about to no avail
What's important is not!

Who knows if there is life beyond the grave
What if we are programs
Every aspect of our being coded
What is real is not!
Oct 2016 · 619
Happy birthday!
Eddie Matikiti Oct 2016
Time flies faster than we realise
Seems you were born last Tuesday  
Fresh from heaven
You are a dream!

Days passed and turned into weeks
Those weeks flew by
Your first milestone  at 90 days
Growing up so much, very quick

Today you have turned 1
The most beautiful baby boy ever
Your will, passion and strength visible
My son, my legacy - Nathan Ishe Eddie

Your future is brilliant and grand
Be blessed a million times more
Conquer, dominate and take over the world
The sky is no limit for you

Here's to celebrating you
And wishing you a happy 1st birthday

Love

Dad
Nathan 1st birthday
Oct 2016 · 477
Gratitude
Eddie Matikiti Oct 2016
I'm grateful for being in the land of the living. Even though things are hardly perfect, I'm happy to be alive and full of possibilities.

Tomorrow is coming and it will always be better than today and yesterday.

I'm grateful for hope and energy. As long as I'm alive I will always hope. After hope, I'll exert energy to make my dreams come alive.

I'm grateful for the promise of the future which says to me, "peace, be still, it shall be well. "
Sep 2016 · 384
The Journey
Eddie Matikiti Sep 2016
Every journey begins with a step
The step is inspired by a thought
The thought by a vision
And the vision by a need

He saw her from a distance
She intrigued his attention
He had to reach out
But there was a wall
There were seas full of monsters between them

Undeterred he set out on the journey
He took the first step and said hello
She only whimpered her response in her mind
He kept moving towards her

Hundreds of days and moons later she whispered something back
It was a faint but all so heavenly whisper
He kept on moving towards her

Many perilous nights at sea
Fighting and docking emotional tides
He would almost ambush her in his dreams
But she would always escape
He kept hunting for her

The journey was long and hard
Battles were lost and won
Now she is only an arm length away
So near but yet so far
Will he ever hold her so close...
Sep 2016 · 676
Wet blanket
Eddie Matikiti Sep 2016
Don't you just hate a wet blanket?
Nobody likes it
No one can sleep under it
It just seems weird and unpleasant

Imagine a wet blanket in winter time
Dripping icey waters onto your bare back
Would be the perfect wartime torture
It will break the spirit of any man

Life feels like that sometimes
Misserable and sad!
Like winter rain on a Monday morning
No hope, sunshine nor smiles
Cloudy with a chance of hailstorm

Days come when all seems to just go wrong
The stars are misaligned against us
Hardships and troubles endear us
And there's nowhere to run
No solution to fix
Nothing to do

Life begins to dampen
Just like a wet blanket
The gloomy wetness results in tears
Laughter and hope become stranger memories
The light of life fades away

It is a time of reflection
To stop, think and pay attention
To what the universe is saying
There are lessons even in wet blankets.
Aug 2016 · 755
How's your soul?
Eddie Matikiti Aug 2016
My soul is alive...
I am in a journey and I dont really know where I am going...
I am constantly between well and unwell...
Between good and bad...
Hopefully more good than bad.
My soul sometimes feels tired and hopeful at the same time.
I am certain only of one thing...
That I am alive.
Aug 2016 · 322
The dark of night...
Eddie Matikiti Aug 2016
I hate my nights
They have become so long
They feel so cold and dark
They seem like endless hard seasons

I sleep for ages
I'm trapped in these uncontrollable trances
The tedious journey from night to day
I wake feeling weary and drained

I cannot find solace in my dreams
They are corrupted with fear and gloom
I hate time and wish it paces faster
To take me to a more hopeful day

I yearn to escape my dour nights
They depress the happiness in me
Nighttime seeks to completely devour me
And release the dark ages of my soul

I want to defy the night
Fight it with good dreams and hope and light
Defeat it using joy and optimism
Surely a night as bright as day will come!
Nighttime
Jul 2016 · 768
Problems
Eddie Matikiti Jul 2016
I'm learning a lot lately
I hated  problems and wished them gone...
Wished my troubles would disappear
This is not the way of life

We need problems to grow
They make us better people
They shape our best character
They teach us to pray, hope and fight
We become stronger

Life is a product of the good and bad
Next to victory there is a problem
Beauty comes with suffering
Diamonds are buried beneath the surface
Nothing good comes easy

To live is to struggle
To triumph, battles must be fought
There is no peace devoid of war
After light must come darkness
In the end we will learn to survive
We will master the seasons

Our problems shall crown us
Problems shall make us wealthy
And they will make us famous
We will be the Kings
Jul 2016 · 5.2k
Zimbabwe
Eddie Matikiti Jul 2016
The people have endured hardships for a while now. They have prayed and fasted for a better day but none has come. Prophesy has been given but has not been fulfilled. There have been moaning and groaning in every heart, in every home and in all the streets. Tyranny and misrule have become the trademark of the Mugabe rule. Finally our hope is at an end and our patience faded. It is time for a new Zimbabwean renaissance!
Zimbabwe does not belong to a few, it is not an aristocratic organisation. No one inherited the birth right to the white house. No one person is entitled to the presidency alone. It is the people who make Zimbabwe and it is they who rule. The president is nothing but a glorified civil servant. He or she works for the people and not against them. The people are the masses and they have the ultimate power. The Police and Army are mandated to serve and protect the interests of the people and not to fight them. The government should be for the people. Governments are nothing without the people!
Mugabe is the most shameful of African leaders. He was a beacon of light that turned into an apocalyptic darkness. He was the colourful and joyous son of Africa now turned into a ruthless dictator. The unlikely and even undeserving candidate who now imposes himself to be the king for life. The incorruptible one who has now become the father and a haven for the **** of corruption. Mugabe is a man disillusioned by his own grandiose imaginations that have been brewed by his over-prolonged stay on the seat of power. He has become the educated man who turned into the most foolish amongst us. Lost all sense of morality and cannot distinguish between what is right and wrong. This icon of a man has ****** on his own legacy. He has torn down his own statues. No longer shall he be remembered as a great revolutionary, he shall forever be vilified for the political villain that he is. The angel sent by God to redeem us has become the devil to us.
Mugabe is a testament that education and wisdom can be parallel. Maybe he has succumbed to the vices of old age and lost his original senses. Or maybe he is now just a stooge and stage puppet controlled by others behind the scenes. It could be that he suffers from dementia or some form of schizophrenic condition. He has a deranged personality void of all manner of reason and decency. Maybe he has become blinded and cannot see the reality of the Zimbabwean condition.
I am neither Zanu PF nor MDC or any other sham. I am red, white, black, green and yellow. I am a Zimbabwean. I cannot believe how I supported this madman and his cronies blindly for a time. I was once deluded and believed in the sovereignty dogma and the right for Zimbabwe to influence its own politics. All the time the country was deteriorating as the Zanu PF cancer was spreading across all corners of this beautiful nation. Those in power were busy abusing it and looting wealth for themselves. They looted farms, properties, companies, gold, platinum and diamonds. Everything they touched was stained with failure.
Some of the most educated people in Africa have now become nomads and sojourners in this world. The beauty and grace that distinguished Zimbabwe from the rest has been greatly compromised and diminished.  Zimbabwe has become nothing to write home about. Our previously less prominent neighbours have outgrown us.
The people go hungry, the banks have no money, industry has lost its footing, unemployment at its highest, crime and discord rampant, nothing but lawlessness and disorder. No electricity everywhere and  water supply is erratic. The roads are in dire condition. The industries of Bulawayo have suffocated to death. White collar workers have been reduced to vending. We are now a nation of scavengers and families grow hungry. Exports are a thing of the past and the Zimbabwean dollar is nowhere to be seen. The whole economy is in a constant state of illness and misery. The health sector has been hit hard. Zimbabwean youth have become jobless and confused. The working class goes on without receiving wages and salaries. In the meantime the police has become more corrupt and draconian, ZIMRA keeps squeezing the little money the poor have and there is mass censorship everywhere. The man who was tasked to manage this country has failed and must step down. These are more than enough reasons for change.
Mugabe and his government have turned the reputation of Zimbabweans to nothing. Zimbabweans are now seen as weak and destitute people all across the world. In certain places they have become pariahs who survive by hustling, robbing and conning. We are scattered all over and it is not by choice.
The pride and dignity of the Zimbabwean flag has been tainted by this man. As heinous and evil was the Ian Smith regime and his supremacist government, Mugabe is worse. We will never wish to go back to white rule but we wish for a black competent government that is effective. We just want things to work in Zimbabwe. We want to restore the beauty of our glorious nation. We want Zimbabwe to be better than it was ever before. One thing is clear, Mugabe has done his part and has run out of ideas. His time is done! We need fresh thinkers in the white house. We need real change in Zimbabwe. A new dispensation with none of the failed old guard. They have served their role and it is time to resign and retire.
Mugabe is not a uniting force anymore. He has become a symbol for division pretty much like Adolf ******. He is just an old man hiding behind a suit and his hordes of security men and puppeteers. Even the great Fidel Castro relinquished power! South Africa has seen more democracy than Zimbabwe. Change has swept across most of Africa and it is now knocking on the door in Harare.
We the Zimbabweans across the globe unite and in one great voice we shout, “Enough is enough, No more Mugabe and his regime, No more suffering, we want a new and better Zimbabwe! We want a government for the people! We want jobs! We want local industries! We want agricultural growth! We want a country that works!”
My recommendation to Mr. Mugabe is that he researches about the Seppuku ("stomach- or abdomen-cutting") or harakiri (“cutting the belly") and practises it. This is a form of Japanese ritual suicide by disembowelment. It was originally reserved for samurai. Part of the samurai bushido honour code, seppuku was used either voluntarily by samurai to die with honour rather than fall into the hands of their enemies (and likely suffer torture) or as a form of capital punishment for samurai who had committed serious offenses, or performed because they had brought shame to themselves.
Change is coming to Zimbabwe whether the old guard want it or not. The police black boots will not able able to intimidate this away. No oration or rhetoric will sweep this change under the carpet. This is different from the attempted changed introduced by the MDC a few years back. This change is not sponsored by the British or Americans. This change is motivated by the gross incompetence of the sitting government and it is empowered by the resolve of every true Zimbabwean to see a better and healthier Zimbabwe that offers a lucrative future for our children. This change is 100% Zimbabwean and is not about colour, creed or background.
E Matikiti – 05/07/2016
Jun 2016 · 2.0k
The Middle Class
Eddie Matikiti Jun 2016
They are neither here nor there
Floating in between brackets
A Just-Enough-Life
Not enough to afford diamonds and pearls

A false sense of security
Cushioned by the comfort of mediocrity
The middle of the food chain
Trapped in a cruel cycle

A powerless urban aristocracy
The aspiration of the poor people
The men and women of the white collar
The average citizens

They receive average wages
Their expenses and debt are beyond average
They have average education
They live average lives

How shall we escape from this dreadful life?/...
Jun 2016 · 426
The aftermath
Eddie Matikiti Jun 2016
After the cold dark night
Comes a warm sunny morning
The adrenaline rush ceases
The heartbeat slows
A calm takes over

The war is over, peace takes over
After the marathon comes the rest
The old season gives way to the new
All travail comes to an end
Jun 2016 · 366
Truth
Eddie Matikiti Jun 2016
Define your truth
Evaluate your truth
Add to your truth
Live by it!

Truth is like a tragedy scene
As cold as a blizzard night
It is a hard medicine to swallow
It is painful to the giver and receiver

Befriend and endear it
Seek and embrace it
Let it sober you and guide your walk
Let truth lead
May 2016 · 705
Mother
Eddie Matikiti May 2016
To the greatest of mankind!
The queen of the earth!
The indispensable parent!
The best of all humanity!
Amai(Mother)!
 
What would the world look like?
How could it function and work?
Would there be order at all?
We can't magine life without you Amai

You conceive, nurture and protect us
You are the true darling of our lives
You're needed and wanted
The sweetest gift of all

Life begins in you
You feed and clothe us
And bring us back to health
Always thinking about us
Selfless throughout all your days

You teach us to survive 
You know what's good for us
You prepare us to take on the world
We sore like eagles because of you

You really care. You really love!
You sacrifice yourself for us
Nothing like mother's touch
No one can take your place
Our hero! SuperMom!

We take the time today
To celebrate your beauty
And take a knee of honour
We salute and thank you
The greatest of all, Amai!
Happy mother's day
May 2016 · 651
The dream
Eddie Matikiti May 2016
My life is like a dream
Where I am a drunken man
I see things moving about
Far from my control
My thoughts aloof within me

I try to react but it's too late
When I realise it, the chance is already gone
Forces are at play
That control my actions like a puppet

I turn left where I should turn right
I am neither going nor coming
I am a madman
I know not myself

What I want I cannot grasp
What I have, I have no need of
Driven by mischievous ideas
I long, yearn and lust
I cannot control it

I yield to fate
Time becomes my ally
One day I will be king
I will escape from this dream
And really live as I ought
May 2016 · 496
The 3 days
Eddie Matikiti May 2016
The first day was about forgetting
Wearing new eyes
Resetting the patterns in my mind
Detoxing the inclination of my heart
No decisions made

The second day was about reminiscing
My mind noticed a void
My heart felt it too
What to do! What to do!
A decision has to be made!

The third day was peaceful
There was deep silence everywhere
All distress was calmed
And I came to realise one thing
The decision was never mine to make!
May 2016 · 727
Walk away
Eddie Matikiti May 2016
Sometimes we must say goodbye
And walk away
Far away from all we love
To a place strange and odd

Only to rediscover ourselves
To be reborn again
To reinvent our will
And recalibrate our hearts

It is on that journey we'll find solace
It is then we have clarity
Our minds are open to hear the truth
Free from disruptive noises
Apr 2016 · 878
The winter song
Eddie Matikiti Apr 2016
Cold cold go away
Come again another day
Keep your sorrows far away
Let us dance and celebrate

Snow snow go away
Come again you lovely sun
Turn the cold to water and rain
Let the snowman melt away
Eddie Matikiti Apr 2016
Our minds agree
Circumstances do not
We have a good time
But the timing is off

We met in the wrong season
But the feelings just right
The heavens for us
Hell fighting us

A part of us loves
Yet the other is at war
One leg wants to walk away
And the other wants to stay

A war zone within the mind
A paradise in the heart
It feels right now and wrong a moment later
What will become of this fragile love?
What will become of this fragile love?
Apr 2016 · 326
Flower
Eddie Matikiti Apr 2016
You're a flower
Blossom and flourish
Shine in your magnificence
Reign in your prime

But remember life is only a moment
Nothing lasts incessantly
Beauty is temporary
All soon fades
Life
Apr 2016 · 823
Afremica
Eddie Matikiti Apr 2016
Afremica is an Utopian paradise
The last of the old renaissance
A place of peace, harmony and tranquillity
The custodial venue for the oracle of wisdom

Afremica is the house of beauty
A kind of haven hidden in Africa
The soil rich and fertile
Rivers flowing from the heavens

This is a land of abundance
The economy works for everyone
There is no sick nor unemployed
Prosperity is the dignity  of its people

A place of love and unity
Colour is nothing but a word
Humanity exists in harmony
All men are created, live and die equal

The earth  needs the beauty of Afremica
And  the Humanity thereof
The wells will heal the cancer in the world
The soil will end hunger in the world
Apr 2016 · 519
Happiness
Eddie Matikiti Apr 2016
Happiness is an illusion
A concept that entices the feeble mind
Always temporary in nature
Here this moment and gone in the next

Happiness is a dream
A fantasy we have designed
A remedy for this aching world
Short term relief for a persistent ill

Happiness is a charade
Like Monopoly that grown ups play
Fictitious and devoid of reality
A farce that should only be enjoyed by children

Happiness is an idea
That sounds beautiful
The hope of every man
A right of every living soul

Happiness is a drug
That we must all partake
To drown our sorrows
So we smile and see rainbows daily
Happiness
Apr 2016 · 419
Beautiful
Eddie Matikiti Apr 2016
What shall I say about you beautiful
Are you a saint sent from heaven above
Or a fallen angel roaming the earth
Maybe a living goddess in a mortal frame

You are the beauty of youth
The first kiss from the first love
The rain that comes at the drought's end
You're that feeling of triumph at the end of a conquest

There's godliness in your voice
You are that rib taken from Adam
The essence of all that I desire
A dream of a paradise in this lifetime

You are beautiful !
Apr 2016 · 679
You
Eddie Matikiti Apr 2016
You
You inspire a smile in my heart
And refocus my eyes to see
A future so green and so bright
Laden with feelings and laughter

You are the sunny side of Joburg
The serenity of the Durban waters
The might of Cape Town winds
The beauty of the Eastern Cape

You do surgery on my heart
Restoring the brokenness within
Curing the melancholy
Breaking up the discord

I wish for rainbows everyday
Springwaters to bath in
Great renown and riches
But none of that compares to you
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my scarf
Eddie Matikiti Apr 2016
Make me a scarf
For winter is approaching
Make it blue and grey
To match the style of my heart

Make it with nothing but love and knitting needles
With wool woven from your soul
The scarf should be long and thick
To cover the emptiness in my life

Hasten to make it
Winter is approaching
Cover my heart
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