i did it .. i got into columbia college of chicago.
the greatest art school in my opinion.
i doubted myself , and got the greatest reward in return of an acceptance.
so happy for myself i was blinded by the other people who weren't.
my own mother .. with the excuse of " it's to far " " you can't hack it " " why " ...
i sit here now confused and baffled to why she isn't happy for me.
why is she holding me back ..
why is she being so selfish ?
the same question has been running through my mind ..
i'm so confused ..
i'm still going to chicago , even if she lets me go or not.
she has to learn to let me go.

- ts

it's already day 14
2014 has been nothing but great memories , and yet i'm not content
but then i am ..
it's all moving to fast
i can hardly keep up ..
yet i still manage to make it last second without counting
it's already day 14 of 2014
and i'm happy
and that scares me .. i don't want to ruin it
not this year .  

- ts

i was so shocked .. to see it really posted up.
no boy had ever done the honor , i was always the one to ignite the fire.
but he did it ....
he proved it to me , that i could finally let go and put my past behind me and let him in.
i was so shocked .. to see it really posted up.
all of a sudden " my " picture became " our " picture.
and i loved it.

- ts