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Tonight I'll forget you and myself,
tonight I'm going to to be young and free.
Taking a dirt road with the radio blasting,
screaming from the back of somebody's truck.
I'm going to sit around with friends; not at home collecting dust on a shelf,
I'm just gonna BE,
tonight  I'm drinking fire from a plastic red cup.
We got those bonfires blazing, dancing around,
laughing at nothing.
Tonight we're gonna throw our hands up; scream and cuss,
tonight we're doing just what we wanna do.
Tonight I'm not missing us,
and tonight I'm not missing you.
I stole your shirt today,
Don't know why I did it really.
I've come to understand and accept the way things are,
But I still took that **** shirt.
Maybe its because your scent aways made me feel safe in any fray,
Yeah I know that sounds silly.
Maybe its because it was once was close to your now dead heart,
Perhaps its because deep down I'm still hurt.
Its not even much,
Just a plain white work shirt.
still its yours and brings back sweet memories and such,
Like how we use to lie in best and flirt.
Or maybe I'm just a hopeless fool,
just waiting for our souls to reconnect; to make another impact.
Or maybe Im just waiting for this to break out into a dual,
Either way you aren't getting your shirt back.
Sew my eyes shut,
I've seen enough of this decrepit world.
Fill my body with sweet chemicals,
The formaldehyde shall be my new liquor.
Red silk lining in an oak box,
Cover me with my black shroud.
I never held much beauty in life,
But death will hold me captive now.
Thin ribbons of freshly sliced flesh cover the floor,
As I stand from above your steel slab.
Your innards lie in a neat pile beside the door,
My "instruments" of pain and pleasure already lie within your future body bag.
I wanted to watch the glistening light in your eyes fade away before you died,
Pity I ripped them out so swiftly .
Your screams were symphonic in your last pleading cries,
The agony you felt must have seemed to gone on for eternity; for me it was over much to quickly.
Your once perfect body has been torn to bits,
Perhaps I was a little over zealous.
Carving into your chest was easy; my hands just slipping into it,
To tear out your heart all black and calloused.
I hold it for just a moment; pondering if I should put it in a jar, it after all was mine once before.
No I don't want it anymore; it won't ever change it hasn't so far, to the ground it goes to be pulverized into the concrete floor.
Now is the time to leave,
Before I go I'll place a farewell kiss upon your ****** frozen lips.
Adieu my fallen love; mon cheri!
Save me from the hell I'm living,
Save me from this agony.
My heart can't take anymore breaking,
My soul already lost at sea.
Every night I'm haunted,
And every morning Im crippled with madness.
Help me to overcome this pain ever so constant,
Help me to banish this sadness.
I can't do it on my own anymore,
I need to have some comfort.
You can make my spirits soar,
You can save me from this frightful sort.
Just help me,
Just help me.
Because i can't do it on my own.
I'm lying to myself again,
who shall i be this week.
Bottled blonde,
Girlish flair.
Brunette beauty,
Intellectual grace.
Fiery Ginger,
Strong and fierce.
Make up plastered to cover up the true me,
So i can go on being whichever personality you want me to be.
To eat or not to eat today,
Workout til your body gives out.
Hate myself for being this way,
But i can't stop this is what the games all about.
It never ends.
This game i play daily started out as just a way to stand out, stand up and scream "here i am! Please take notice of me! I'm doing this all
Can't you see I'm doing this all for you!"
ill be anyone you want me to be,
I just wont be me.
Save me from the hell I'm living,
Save me from this agony.
My heart can't take anymore breaking,
My soul already lost at sea.
Every night I'm haunted,
And every morning Im crippled with madness.
Help me to overcome this pain ever so constant,
Help me to banish this sadness.
I can't do it on my own anymore,
I need to have some comfort.
You can make my spirits soar,
You can save me from this frightful sort.
Just help me,
Just help me.
Because i can't do it on my own.
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