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Thomas Alan Feb 2022
you sold me the dream
as badly as you sold me the lie
too long you spent performing for Hollywood
just to get your name into the sky

Thomas Alan Feb 2022
I found solace in my deepest thoughts
but nightmares beneath your streams
and I think you choked me with a dreamcatcher
just to take away all of those dreams

I wished only the freedom
to be completely myself
so you hid me out of sight
at the back of your dusty shelf

You dressed our house of horrors
with tasteless macabre interior
but it was not my fault
that I made you feel inferior

I was locked, tied and bolted
from within our doors
for you I sat and I wimped
and begged on all fours

but you forgot
to bolt shut the rear door
so tonight I dance around the garden with the fairies
because you cannot hide me anymore

Thomas Alan Feb 2022
I cannot let myself
pick apart my heart anymore
and no longer can I let it wilt
while I stare into your skies
I got close enough to the touch the moon
but whilst you faced the sun
I saw in that moment
the truth about who you really were
then I burned my fingers trying to turn it around
still I tried to plant a hundred stars
right into your galaxy

I got lost out there somehow
in the dead of a never ending night

and you just left me

floating

             further
  
        and further



       away

Thomas Alan Feb 2022
I have been raided
time and time again
by much weaker men
that stole the best bits of me
to sell them to a market
full of all of their future lovers
and they take my prized knowledge
while they pawn the weight of my words
they sell every spell I wrote
to somebody like it’s their own
they will win over others
using the material of which I am made
and they do it all
as they rip out the pieces
of my brilliant heart

but what they have forgotten
is that what they’ve stolen
will not last them forever
and when they run out
I will still be here
making gold
out of absolutely nothing
Thomas Alan Feb 2022
can you feel the full extent
of the power that lives deep within me
now you do not have your blood stained hands
constrictively tied around my neck?
Thomas Alan Jan 2022
The biggest surprise in the end
is that you did not need me
and baby you got cold
in ways I never thought you could be

but I am no longer thinking
now what do we do?
when you don't have me
and I don't have you
Thomas Alan Jan 2022
Knock, knock doctor!
it is just me again
the maniacally depressed nutcase

It is your help that I need
not ******* headspace

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