Im so tired of these people
Im tired of being one of these people
The majority are mindless drones paving their own road towards their deaths

But I often forget
that when one points the finger outside of their self
They're really neglecting to look at the mess inside
I should pay more attention to the roads I am paving

Self meets shadow
shadow meets light
Light absorbs shadow
A soul's true delight

Im at my lowest point
Just...wow
but I refuse to give in
my heart is stronger than it appears
Maybe I'm just stubborn
but I'm most different than I was
more than ever
and *******
THIS EXISTANCE
I will see my purpose throgh til the end
And this world
WILL NEVER BE THE SAME

Theres nothing I can say
To communicate what I want
this is not an attempt to try
However, may all beings
see themselves as what they are
absolutely perfect
May there always be a light amongst the darkness
and may all people experience what is for the highest good of all

Words spoken
aren't truth
Its like writing a dream
So much is lost in translation
someone show me an opening
show me something equal
To what I feel
I'll give you everything
you ever wanted

I feel you
beneath my skin
Waiting
plotting
but I wont give you the satisfaction
cry as I elude your book of time
you *******
I've had enough
this ends now

Amazing how one person
with one conversation
and one intention
can get in your head
Words are a lifetime lived in seconds
Breath gives them soul,
Mouth give them form,
and listener gives them purpose
How did your words cut into me so beautifully?
When did you make me care for you so?

Laying here
thoughts in my head
staring at the ceiling
may as well be dead
But thoughts keep me going
the way they always have
Mystery and fantasy
Is all i've truly had
for if she lied next to me
id tremble and shake
in my soul id lie in disbelief
that perfection could awake
And in her grumbles awakened from slumber
i would be amazed
for just a second, so happy to see
her beautiful smiling face

Standing in the eye of the storm
Whirlwind changes the landscape
People and places in the blink of an eye
Content to watch, mixed emotions appear
I'm happy with this sight
I'm happy with my place
At least I have been
But I'm thinking now
Just might be the perfect time
To step through the winds
I don't intend to be swept away
My eyes will betray me
But my feet will keep me grounded
My mind will keep me in one direction
I will cross through this storm
And emerge upon the other side
Changed, and in new lands
Cast your anchor, fall from the storm,
Walk with me

Blank, aware
inside this body
a force moving limbs effortlessly
what am I?
How do I do this?
Again and again I ask myself
to no avail
what am I
WHO AM I??!

and yes, i'm the bom
oh did i forget the b?
don't take that personally
or i'll sock you in your intestine
and decide your destin
****, now i forgot the y
oh well, i still make a mean apple pie
or maybe an apple ***
because i ate too many apples, you see.
you better believe them apples
and next i'm gonna take a crapple.

Thank you
You have shown me all the ways I will never succeed
in friendship and in deed
Truly I can never be who you want me to be
And I'm okay with that
Selfish and alone
I will stand tall
Though I am the truest contradiction
To perfection and goodness
I am cut from the same cloth as all
Selfish and alone is my path
and I will walk this road until my knees buckle
and all hope is lost

Bold and daring
Mountain with a beasts rage
Eagerly subduing the weak
To make yourself strong
You walk a line with one person in mind
Deflecting sentiments from those who care
Hypocrasy be thy name
you do none of what you say
Psychotic be thy face
evil in your eyes these days
I hope you wise the **** up
May you recover the sanity lost
Before your bones rest under the cross

I sit here alone
inside my head
and wait for this drive to wear off
The more i crave
your company
the more i feel so distraught

Your eyes mysterious
theres so much to study
the details reveal your soul
And as i delve deep into your mind
your heart i truly behold

But i must step back
and see the big picture
you are not mine in this scene
i pray someday to hold my True Love
Under suns blinding glean

I sit here alone
inside my head
and wait for this drive to wear off
The more i crave
your company
the more i feel so distraught

Your eyes mysterious
theres so much to study
the details reveal your soul
And as i delve deep into your mind
your heart i truly behold

But i must step back
and see the big picture
you are not mine in this scene
i pray someday to hold my True Love
Under suns blinding glean

Inner flame lay dormant
Blazing ember hid neath earthly gates
Cosmic union a revelation away
Union with the Light that casts no shadows
Polished perception
Creator and Created
........awake........