how could we
walk away
from
a kiss
like that?

it’s funny,
how much time
you think
you have

your love is beautiful
(in theory)

our union
is magical
(in theory)

this love
will
last forever
(in theory)

i wouldn't
dare
give you
my heart
again

where is the line
between optimism
and denial?

my gentle heart
feels a fool

all
of your
self fulfilling prophesies
(that i once defended you from)
drowning in fear
insecurity
weakness
and ultimately
your soul’s darkness

are
coming
true

and
it’s a
relief

to let you
be
what i see

and
for everyone else
to
know

you are
those things
not because of who you are
but
what you allowed yourself
to become

gatekeeper
gaslighter
hateful
little
man

if i can’t rise
above you
then
im not sure
where i am