the fire
for me
in your heart
died quietly

tell me,
love

where did it go?
and
why
don’t you know?

he said,
what if we have
feelings
that
cannot be described in words?

fire
that consumes me
will
birth
new me
later

the
tiny flame
that stayed
inside
me
for you
is burning me
alive

i thought
it was
you

when
i am still
for too long
the sadness
is louder
so
i have to
keep
moving

i know
i could be brave
and evolve
and walk
confidently
over this hill
and on to the horizon

but
instead
i see in your eyes
the reminder
that you didn’t want me
and i just
fall
into this deepness
drowning
in
sad reality
an ache
of being unwanted
of dwelling
on
this

i know
i could
just
…
walk away

but
i
dont