Theia

Theia Jun 2020

why do you

i know
you see me

love me

trying to
figure out

why you
fear
me

Theia Jun 2020

here

i know
you
were here

i can't prove it
but
i felt you
near

Theia Jun 2020

today
i am full
of love

i can feel
it
overflowing

let me
share
with you

Theia Jun 2020

something

imagining
something new
something wonderful
something with you

and
one day

maybe

it’ll be true

Theia Jun 2020

never me

it hurts
seeing you
become better
for
someone else

it was
never
me

it was
never
meant
to be

Theia Jun 2020

vows

how can i have
made this vow
that
(supposedly)
lasts a lifetime

yet

i had no idea
what i was
agreeing to

Theia Jun 2020

release me

begging
for a release

when

all i have to do
is
take the first step