Theia

Theia Mar 2020

freedom

freedom
feels empty
when i hold it
in my hands

Theia Mar 2020

receding

and i know
tomorrow
my anger
will recede
leaving only regret

and
it's really
the worst

Theia Mar 2020

swallowed

feels like
my head
keeps slipping down
beneath the water

swallowed
by the void

Theia Mar 2020

your flower

with every whispered word
every glance

you transform me

i am watching myself
bloom

i am
your flower

Theia Mar 2020

wavering

we are wavering
daily
between love and hate

how can these things
transform
into one another
with such ease?

not sure
how much more
my heart can take

Theia Mar 2020

waves

the anger
turned heavy

this morning
waves
of sadness

are drowning me

Theia Mar 2020

*******, etc.

i know i lied

but
so
did
you

(now i know)

and you tried
to make me
the villain

so
****
you