Theia

Theia Mar 2020

memories
and
daydreams

both like smoke
elusive
and fading

my heart
always grasping
for more

will our story
be told
in a dream
or a future memory?

is one
more real
than the other?

Theia Mar 2020

searching

i'm searching
aimlessly
even though
i know where
to find
you

Theia Feb 2020

me

i did everything
for you
so now
i don’t know me

Theia Feb 2020

pints

my feelings
of despair
muted
pint after pint

Theia Feb 2020

dream

you're my dream

i'm not sure
if this is the kind of dream

that can be real
or that can never be real

Theia Feb 2020

3 years

3 years ago
i cried on a bathroom floor

(that was the first time i cheated on you)

my freedom
scared me
but

now
it sustains me

Theia Feb 2020

still

still want you
still waiting

maybe i should have
left you
alone