i know that
i just broke your heart
and i'll admit
that mine broke all over again
even though
it seems to have been breaking
over
and over
for the last 12 years.
i will say
that
each time
it got a little easier.
i saw your tears
heard your voice
with desperation
you
trying to grasp
the end.
for your first time.
and for that
i am sorry