Theia

Theia Dec 2019

this burning
wonder
does it bother you?

push you
like it pushes me?

do you even wonder?
how i am?

do you care?

are you still there?

...?

Theia Dec 2019

the fantasy

you enjoyed me
when i was the fantasy
a memory
of a person long gone

i tried too hard
to be real
to you

so now
you're gone

Theia Dec 2019

free flow

maintaining the facade
at any cost
to allow
the free flow
beneath

Theia Dec 2019

a real life

we have to preserve this
at any cost
i will live a million
pretend fake painful lives
to live one
real one
with you

Theia Dec 2019

peeking

i know what you look like
when you’re kissing me
with your eyes closed tight
because
I peeked

Theia Dec 2019

another day

today may be a better day
but
it’s still a day
without you

Theia Nov 2019

my mask

do i have to keep smiling
to convince you that i'm ok?

does my mask make you happier
than my true face?