a year ago
i found you
smiling, looking for me

we found ourselves
close

big room
feels small with you

your hand
on me

walked out of there
we

a year ago
i found you

no matter
what i do
can't stop
loving you

i'm watching you
from over here
perched on the highest peak

leaning
straining
for a glimpse of you

i'm tired
of moving these mountains around
trying to be near you

but i still feel you
love you
even from afar

so much easier
to catch something
than to let it go

(letting go is inevitable)

the weight
of my mind
feels heavy
these days

i really did think
for once
my hope would turn into
reality

real things
don't last

nothing.
lasts.

woke up
in a sea of calm
yesterday's gloom is gone

warm sunlight
pulls me out
from hiding

for a moment
i can forget
my aching heart

you ruined me
now i know what i'm missing

you ruined me
now i know real love

you ruined me
because i can't have you

but you're all that i want

forever
keeps getting shorter
while i
keep getting older

time
will
run
out