Trees flying by
disappear only after a moment
Leaving you and everything else we had
beyond my horizon
all hope i had
turned into the reality
of paths
of life
living
circumstance..
all i believe in
how our paths are true
how we go in the right direction for ourselves
this is what took you away from me
not hate or jealousy
but the divergence of two paths
at this moment
i can only try to understand
how things work the way they should
because i can't believe that now
i had imagined what we would be
upon your arrival
things to come
things we'd do
just me being with you
but now everything is blank
i can't see my future
i'm returning home to uncertainty
yes, i'll be fine
i can breathe
but all the things you could have fed to my heart
go with you now
as you wind your way down breezy roads
sun shining
smiling
it's like trying to stop a waterfall
you can't
it just flows
I try to stop
try to block you
but i can't
it just flows
i'm weary
i'm torn apart
this past day
reminded me
how good i had it with you
how wonderful it feels to be with you
and how much i'm going to miss it all
and it's not fair
i had no time
i was unprepared
but you're not coming back
and part of me isn't coming back either