thehighermind

thehighermind Jul 2017

What do you think this life has to offer anymore?

This is why, I hate life.
Either born lucky or unlucky,
Which country?

What the **** r you gonna feed yourself in the future?
What disease you might contract?

But worse of all,
It's the jail cell,
Waiting at the end of the day,

However tired,
However much I know I need to eat,
To sleep,
My mind just shuts off.

Are we just going to be dogs to this society, or just another jail cell,
Waiting out there,
In the place they call the outside world?

It scares me,
But the adventures fuels my adrenaline,
But how long more,
Can I find another tank to fill,
Just to keep this adrenawline in full tank.

thehighermind Jul 2017

colorblind, color mind.

reddish-brown or greenish-brown,
colorblind but now i see,
all in the hazelnut tree,
all in the roots of my memory,
but now i hearby,
want to be blind again,
and probably say,
goodbye instead.

thehighermind Jul 2017

sober

they say,
once this is over,
you'll be sober,
but now that its over,
when will i ever be sober?
change the norm,
face the norm,
**** the norm,
before it dorms you,
into a pithole,
of wide addictionsssss.....

thehighermind Jul 2017

die tonight,

Eyes dies,
lifes fly,
why wont you be by my side?
Die in my heart tonight,
Or leave the door ajar tonight.

thehighermind Jul 2017

burn.

bruning,
its feels something,
hot and ****** up,
but now it seems,
burning or cooling,
doesnt seesm to feel anything.
what is it like anymore,
to feel this burining sensation,
even though,
this burning sensation,
wont feel a **** anymore.

thehighermind Jul 2017

|-laze

beside you, behind you,
why can't you see,
im right in front of you.

lost in the eyes,
lost in my heart,
but you never seem,
to give a ****.

am i overacting?
am i fretting?

because sometimes,
i just want to find,
a little part of me,
a little part of me that cares for me.

i might be selfish of me,
but why am i always,
finding someone to love me?

thehighermind Jul 2017

is it really ok?

seeing you on the floor,
running nose sounds like tears on tap,
wishing i could be the one,
conforting by your side,
after everything,
calling each other friends are lies,
cause we can never see eye to eye,
when is the next time,
i would love to see you,
happy doing the things you love,
joyful with the things you love,
and the people you love,
cause i know,
i would never be the one,
being loved by you.