Its the noise that you've got to make
when you've figured out
when you've figured out
whats at stake.

And its the tears that you've got to cry
when you've realized
when you've realized
You can no longer try.

There are words you have to speak
and things left to touch
people are never what they seem
so always tell them what you mean.

It's never the end of the world
when two lives
suddenly become one.
because sometimes
it means you have won.

the battle
the war
of love
of hate
of life
of death

its neverending
its relentless.

so yell
scream
so cry
and say
what you mean.

"i won't let anyone be the death of me"

It was almost a fairytale right at the start.
I was stuck, alone, in a high tower.
With nothing but my own
thoughts and fears.
I was pacing, and tracing
back and forth.
one moment to the next,
it never stopped.
You approached me alone,
unafraid,
weilding your sword and magic tricks.
I was amused by your antics
i only wanted more.
you brought your ladder
and laid upon my high tower
wishing for me to reach out,
i was so close yet you were
untouchable.
a fingertip away from the
inevitable.
you climbed and brought me closer
we were one step away from becoming lost together.
our very own happily ever after.
you could sense that i was
terrified by your demons
They followed you everywhere
and never gave you reason.
Your were a fingertip away
from saving me, from myself.
But your demons clawed holes through your eyes,
clouded your judgement,
and seperated your lies.
i couldnt believe the sight i had seen.
your demons tore rips
through our fairytale blitz.
you let them get to you, and hurt me.
they pulled you down,
and pulled you deeper.
down the steep ladder,
of my high tower.
you fell to the ground,
with a much dreaded shudder.
i could see you bleeding
all your pain and misery,
feeding the demons that brought you close to me.
i stood there enclosed within
my safe, secure, haven
and wondered if you would ever
stop breathing.
i am stuck inside my tower,
full of thoughts and fears.
waiting for you to come back
and rekindle my spirits
you will return in time
you are my last living hope
in mankind.
i need the comfort,
the thrills.
i await your return to me heels.
one day you will
escape all of your demons
and finally rescue me from my prison.

Your voice runs through my head
A tape recorder
crackly and old.

I remember every word that
you have ever said.

They string along
flowing out of my ears.

Everything is backwards.

You can't control your destiny
but you have tried nonetheless.

Backwards and forwards.
Your fate is relentless.

You can only have the best
You never stop to rest.

Where are you going with your life
I wonder.

And how did you manage
to avoid such a blunder

This blunder meaning me,
My life.

Your run your life like you run your car.
Spewing out harmful toxins.

riding by the small things.
constantly looking ahead

you never stop to smell
daisys, daffodils.

you keep running over cats
you tires tread over my head.

what you say is harsh
and has no meaning.

i watch you and start silently seething

everything from your dandruff
to your hairy toes.
makes me want to knock you out cold.

you cant seem to string along thoughts that make any sense.
but i seem to remember what you say
more than ever.

your so hypocritical to me
and you say you want to be free.

you
are
a
joke.

the words you said to me
that night are branded into my brain

how am i even sane?

"You only want what you can't have,
i loved you,
did you know that?
Your insane for not loving me back,
you have more hidden issues
than ive ever had.
i did everything i could for you,
Did you know that?
i love you,
you know that."

"why don't we laugh anymore?"
she asked him that night
when he was feeling like the living dead
it got him thinking
why dont we laugh anymore..

Maybe it started
when she would  sneak off to clubs
in the dead of night
when he was once sleeping right

Maybe it started
when she danced her *** off
kissing men that spun her right
or when they simply had that dangerous glint in their eye

Why don't we laugh anymore?
Did we ever really laugh?
honestly?

So, answer me this:
Are we really in love at all?

Dreams of aliens
long limbed, long fingered
wake me in the night

This strange house is awake with creaks and groans
and i fear with all my might.

Dreams of meaningless parties
forgetting my backpack
in a house i have never been in
with people i have never met
how did i get here?

This strange house is awake with creaks and groans
and i fear with all my might.

Dreams of falling
off balconies
out of trees
into nothing
i wake, out of breath

This strange house is awake with creaks and groans
and i fear with all my might.

Dreams of nothing,
nothing at all.
white noise
a blank page
this scares me the most of all
Dreams,
that i have had.

I remembered the pain in his eyes
that reached into his soul,
that sweat through his glands,
that you could only feel when you touched his hands
that you could hear in his breath
that stomped under his step
that shook with his laugh
that i did not truly see,
until after.

you swept me away with your innocence and honesty
maybe i took advantage of your trust and how you loved me.
i was always void of emotions
but you were the first to show me a way out of this hellhole
of a town.

we rode on this wave of carelessness
we were in reality less and less
we escaped that day to a place of hope and bliss
never to come back again.

you always promised me better things
that we could go to a place of sun and waves
you said we would always be together,
happy and forever
then we would drink to happiness and loyalty

but on to the coastline and, and the smell of freedom.
on to the sand, and those varying changes.
and on to all of our hopes and all of our dreams
and on to those sunsets and the crashing waves
and on to that day when you promised that this was how it would be.

we lost ourselves...
we lost ourselves...
and we're never coming back