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thedrugsdontwork May 2018

should I

should I tell you I love you?
no, you wouldn't say it back.

should I tell you that I miss you?
no, you wouldn't say it back.

should I tell you that i constantly think of you?
no, you wouldn't say it back.

should I say that I want to marry you?
no, you wouldn't say it back.

what should I say? what should I do? my thoughts are always surrounded by you, your smile, your eyes.

should I tell you that I'm coming to visit you?
no, you'd say "don't."

thedrugsdontwork May 2018

gave

a couple of months ago, I gave you a look.

a couple of weeks ago, I gave you a smile.

a couple of days ago, I gave you a wave.

a couple of hours ago, I gave you a hug.

and i know, in a few minutes, I'll be giving you my heart, without getting anything in return.

thedrugsdontwork May 2018

what's it like

what's it like to be in love? to love someone and have them love you back? i give out all my love, and never recieve any back.

what's it like to have a shoulder to cry on? to have someone tell you that it'll be okay? i cry every night, but I don't tell anyone, because they'll just wave me away.

what's it like to be happy? to wake up every morning without any sadness? i try to be happy, but there's no such thing.

what's it like to still have hope in a world that constantly discriminates and hates?

please tell me, so I can be like you. so i can be in your shoes, and see things from your view.

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