You showed up
just like that and the time stopped.
From nowhere, with that huge smile across your face.

I couldn't help myself,
I hugged you so hard
and you hugged back.
I could feel your breath on my neck,
your gentle hands across my back.
I swear a God that your heart
beated inside mine.
    (breath)
I don't want to wake up.
'Cause your heart still beat inside mine
And you're gone
And the time passes by
And The Hope just died.

There was a time,
when I would wake up with a smile.
Looking at  ceiling,
with immense feeling of beauty and hope.
At that time I could hear my heartbeats,
pumping the innocence trough my veins,
and that lunatic mind of me
would make me feel invincible.

They say I could loose myself,
trying to save you.
Maybe they're right.
Maybe they're selfish.

And your lips are cherry.
And your touch is heavy.
And your eyes are blurry.
And your presence bitter, sweety.

I wish I could catch you,
no matter what.
Maybe they're right.
Maybe I'm selfish

I wish I'm a painter
so I could draw your face;
your at one moment sad and in
the other glowing eyes;
your perfect smile
and every ******* scar.

I wish I'm a writer
so I could describe your pretty soul;
your intellectual mind;
your sense of humor;
your gentle hands
and your weak but warm hugs.

I wish I could see you in my dreams
so I don't have to be afraid to forget you.