In the darkness of my chest
I lost my self.

I took a hopeless step
and found myself in coldness.
Cold water pulls me down
and the Black sea was all around me.

No breath in, no breath out.
I closed my eyes
and put a smile
'cause I saw a way out.

But dear God,
I'm scared to escape
'cause in this cold darkness
I feel my bless.

so much pressure in the chest
so much thoughts in the head
and nowhere to escape.

Once upon a time everything fits
It was awesome ****.
That's all I remember and the fact that I was just a kid.
You used me
You ******* used me
I was the best you'll ever have.
I gave you my heart, my thoughts, my ideas, my time
But you used me
You ******* used me
And now I want you to go.
I want you to let me,
'cause your presence ****** me.
And your idea that I've changed
Makes me revenge.
Let me, ******* let me.

I was a kid, looking for a small things,
Flying with a little wings.
I let you in
But for you it was just a win.
And you're right, I have changed.,
I lock my heart in the cage.
Let me, please let me
Your presence angry me.
And I can't let myself hurt you
'cause I learned so much from you.
Now, I'm a grown person
looking for a ******* reason.
You ****** me,
That's all I remember and the fact
that there was a child inside me.

Oh pure soul of mine
You ask too much
You give too much
You love,
     You give,
         You accept.

You found the Divine Truth
where everything is such a lie.
How can you raise
when no one sees you fly.
How can you cry
in this world full of heads down.
Who to ask
when everybody lives to die