For you are the water
and I am the fire
but we are bound to forever
misfire

For you are the light
and I am the dark
we could never
create a spark

For you are the day
and I am the night
our love would never
work out right.

(l.p)

Like flowers
Love
will eventually
fade.

(l.p)

I crave for your nearness
so peaceful and deep
to listen to you breathe quietly
as you're fast asleep.

(l.p)

Words carefully chosen
turn into words unspoken*

How come
that every letter I write
is a letter I'm unable to send?

I crave for your
w o r d s
to comfort the caves of my
h e a r t

I crave for your
s o u l
to stop the world from spinning around
'cause your soul - and only yours
can bring me back to
g r o u n d

(l.p*)

Today I waited for healing in the
r a i n
but not even the raindrops could
wash away the
p a i n

We saw the same sunrise today
sadly you did not know
the sun shone bright through heavy fog
with no sign of letting go

Through misty eyes I saw you
remembering that day we said goodbye
the day I breathed the morning air
and there was sadness in the sky

But today, my darling - I'm on my way
on my path, on the right track
and yeah, I'm happy most of the time
but at times I also want you back

(l.p*)

What if
I'm the sun and
you're the moon

What if
'never' is our soon

(1 pm)
I can't seem to forget the way you looked at me
the way people look when they admire what they see

(2 pm)
I can't seem to forget the way you held me close to you
the way people hold someone to show that their love is true

(3 pm)
I can't seem to stop missing the love that you gave to me
that kind of love that is nearly as deep as the sea

(4 pm)
I can't seem to stop missing the light coming from you
that kind of light that not even the dark could break through

(5 pm)
As for now I'll soon be fast asleep
but sadly you're only mine to keep
when I fall asleep.

(l.p)

It felt like the sun
had left the ocean dry
the way you left me
without saying goodbye

it felt like the sky
had fallen down to ground
and suddenly you were everywhere
and all around

it felt like the thunder
had broken the sky
when I heard you jumped off
the building believing you could fly

it felt like the rain
wouldn't stop to fall
just as my tears
wouldn't stop at all

it felt like the sun
couldn't shine the light
when I stood at your funreal
and turned to the dark side.

(l.p)

Which door am I facing
is it the furture or the past?
Whish door am I chasing
is it the next or is it the last?
Which time am I embracing
will it go slow or will it go fast?

(l.p)

Your eyes were teary
but your veins were dry

You looked so lost
and we wondered why

I have killed every second, every minute, every hour
Waiting for your love to rain like a meteor shower

I have killed every morning, every evening, every night
waiting for you to fill me with inner light

I have killed every day, every month, every year
waiting for our future to reappear

I have killed every intro, every verse, every song
waiting for you to take me to the place where I belong

I have killed every word, every chapter, every book
waiting for you to give back my heart that you took

I have killed every root, every petal, every flower
waiting for you to save me from my zero hour

I have killed every birth, every life, even death
longing for you with my last breath

(l.p)

And if love is that one thing
making life worth living
I now understand why Buddha said
that life is an affliction

because if everything must come to an end - love too, the pain would be endless. Because love has various endings, all painful in their own way.

(l.p)

I was a writer before parted
and now I'm left with no words
;you were the empty book I filled
with hundreds of letters and words

One day you'll realize
that loneliness isn't the the hardest thing
when you feel isolated from the people
you love and care about

it's the hardest when you've been
your own friend through the losses of
the once you love as relationsships fall apart
and it's not even enough for you
to be your own friend anymore

(l.p)

You miss and miss and it will never stop
because the worst thing about never seeing them again is
that the feeling of their presence becomes a distant memory to you
a feeling that you can never recall no matter how hard you try

(l.p)

Your loving eyes
comfort me and sing me to sleep
in my dreams of mist and darkness
they're all I've got to keep

On starry nights your eyes reflects
a universe of stars and moons
and before you sing me to sleep
my mind whispers hundreds of see you soon"s

( Spring )
Your love was like a sprouting flower
made me grow stronger hour after hour

( Summer )
Your love was like the shining sun
made me believe that love would never outrun

( Autumn )
Your love was like the stormy weather
made the pieces of my heart  come together

( Winter )
Your loves was like the snow on Christmas Eve
made me feel what it was to believe.

(l.p)

You  wrote me a poem
I loved it so high

You wrote me a poem
Instead of goodbye.

(l.p)