I just watched Dead Poets Society. I was moved by the beautiful words and encourage us to live life while we can and to think independent. That's how we truly get to know ourselves. But it also broke my heart because sometimes you're not strong enough and that's the worst thing you can do to yourself; not to follow the voice once you've heard it.

Sometimes your home can feel so cold and empty and one day I realized that being with someone you love and care about can feel just like home.

And maybe that's what I've been doing.

So I know there's a lot of people out there trying to figure out where their love truly lies, or trying to depend their choices on what their heart tells them - and it doesn't even get to say it out loud, because we're too busy trying to belong in the crowd, afraid to stand out from the crowd.. Maybe that's what the heart wants. To do something out of truth instead of covering up something fragile..

After trying to put into words how I feel about love I finally came to this conclusion - a conclusion I've never gotten to before. Might that be progress?