I guess you'll never know
how it felt to let you go
how it felt to leave you alone
when you should live with us at home

I guess you'll never know
how I think of you everyday
how I miss you with every inch of my heart
how it feels to not know
whether you're happy or falling apart

I guess you'll never know
me
him
or the rest of your family
I guess we'll never know
you
them
or the rest of your new family

(l.p)

For you are the water
and I am the fire
but we are bound to forever
misfire

For you are the light
and I am the dark
we could never
create a spark

For you are the day
and I am the night
our love would never
work out right.

(l.p)

Beautiful days
are spent with
beautiful people.

(l.p)

A father
filled with violence and rage
keeping his wife locked up an  unpleasantly cage
he drinks and screams and hits his wife
but ends up taking his own miserable life
…
A mother
inexperienced, beautiful and scared
year after year she gets even harder to repair
she's filled with love for her two girls and her little boy
but her life is not filled with that much joy
…
30 years later*
…
A daughter
with kids, a husband and a good life
…
Another daughter
with a lovely family and a life without strife
…
A son
who broke the contact with their mother, oh how it made her sad
but even worse, he blamed her for the loss of his dad.

( Spring )
Your love was like a sprouting flower
made me grow stronger hour after hour

( Summer )
Your love was like the shining sun
made me believe that love would never outrun

( Autumn )
Your love was like the stormy weather
made the pieces of my heart  come together

( Winter )
Your loves was like the snow on Christmas Eve
made me feel what it was to believe.

(l.p)

Which door am I facing
is it the furture or the past?
Whish door am I chasing
is it the next or is it the last?
Which time am I embracing
will it go slow or will it go fast?

(l.p)

I got lost in the ocean
I got lost in its powerful wave
I got lost in how it filled up my deepest concave

I fell in love with the ocean
I fell in love with its cosy sound
I fell in love with how it seemed to heal my wound

I found peace in the ocean
I found peace in the water so clear
I found peace in  the way it whispered lullabies in my ear


(l.p)

Take my hand and I'll walk you through
the dark and the light
the day and the night
the black and the white
the wrong and the right

Take my hand and I'll follow you through
life and death
only to be with you
'til my last breath.

(l.p)

(1 pm)
I can't seem to forget the way you looked at me
the way people look when they admire what they see

(2 pm)
I can't seem to forget the way you held me close to you
the way people hold someone to show that their love is true

(3 pm)
I can't seem to stop missing the love that you gave to me
that kind of love that is nearly as deep as the sea

(4 pm)
I can't seem to stop missing the light coming from you
that kind of light that not even the dark could break through

(5 pm)
As for now I'll soon be fast asleep
but sadly you're only mine to keep
when I fall asleep.

(l.p)

For you are my favorite book...

I could read you all day
simply get lost in you and dream away
I could read every word, every line
and drink them as a glass of wine
I could analyse every chapter of you
and see every single one in a different view
I could even read between the line
and go for a walk in your beautiful mind.

(l.p*)

I crave for your nearness
so peaceful and deep
to listen to you breathe quietly
as you're fast asleep.

(l.p)

You always went to search
for that peculiar sign of light
an endless search it was
as you disappeared into the night.

(l.p)

I crave
for your love
a love so deep
I crave
for your voice to
sing me to sleep

I crave
for your eyes
to look into mine
I crave
for your love
to always shine

I crave
for you
to make things fine
but you're only my mother
when my consciousness
and dreams
entwine.

(l.p)

She held my hand
and told me
she would never let go;
whether she was lying or not
I do not know

But as I woke up
I couldn't get ahold of her hand
so I went to to find her
in Neverland.

(l.p)

Every day (he would dream)
of  the days with you
your laugh, your kisses
your smile
he would picture your face
when he tried to fall asleep
late at night
he would write poems
and books
(about) the times with (you)
he would make you
the main character
in every single
lovestory he ever wrote
-
You were his reason for
writing all his books
from the first one
(until) the very last one
before (he died)
with a piece of your
love in his hands.

(l.p)

Time exists
only to clear out
our footprints
as we search
for a hand
to hold.

(l.p)

I met a man with
a sadness deeper
than the bottom of his
heart
-

(l.p)

Even though it wasn't
goodbye after all;
I couldn't stop myself
from looking at you
as if you were
a memory.

(l.p)

Sometimes I feel as empty as
a book with no words
a song with no melody
an ocean with no water

Sometimes I feel as empty
as a lover
with no love.

(l.p)

Like flowers
Love
will eventually
fade.

(l.p)

You  wrote me a poem
I loved it so high

You wrote me a poem
Instead of goodbye.

(l.p)