Hi
How are you
We meet again

When we meet
I'd like to greet you
but I can't

I'm sorry
I've been avoiding you
but that doesn't mean I want to forget you

I'm avoiding just to wonder if you really need me
because i like you
but it seemed you like someone else

Later you took it seriously
and now our friendship is ruined

And now I tried to move on
but our memories prevented me from forgetting about you

One year later
You have a relationship with that other girl
I wasn't jealous much
I thought i did it
I thought I already moving on

But I was still stalk you and your girlfriend
just to know how you two going

One day we met again
I saw you ignore me
just like I did before to you

It's okay
I know what It feels like

It's hurting
It's sad
It breaks my heart

If I could rewind the time
I don't want to lose you
I would love you right
Our friendship won't be ruined
And maybe you won't hate me

I know you didn't like me since the very first time we met.
But since I ignore you. Seems something wrong.
But I still continued it.
Later you seem hating on me, and I still continued it.
Then I saw you did that to me. It breaks my heart.
Please don't hate me for loving you.
I miss you

I have no ear for disaster
I just master
The art of self destruction
fire-building construction
Production of serotonin
A lacking pain, moanin'
A silence because I can't find the words
fly-away blood like birds
In my bath
Miscalculated math
Who said to climb this steeple?
Made out of a pile of people
On my cracked plate
Oh, you came to save me?
Well, it's far too late.

Sometimes
I wonder
What on earth
Am I here for
Why am I here
Why is everything
Happening
The way it is

How are we conscious?
How do we think?
How do we feel?

And then it hits me
Everything boils down
To chemical reactions
Electrical impulses
Atoms and molecules
Interacting with
Each other
To form a larger
Picture

But if everything's
Just a composition
Of chemical reactions
Properties
Bonds
Combined with
Neurological
Electrical
Impulses

*Then why does everything matter so much?