We fight over the silliest things.
Such as a picture you don't like.

And it always Ends in one of us
Not being able to sleep.

This time,
It was me.
Or both of us,
But apparently "I ****"
Because when I finally agree to
Appease you after you give me the cold shoulder,
You feel guilty and can't sleep.
Seems a bit like ******* to me.
But at least it won't ruin us.
Will it?

Why are you still talking to me?
Leave me alone.
I don't want to talk to you.
I'm better off.
And I love someone else.
In love.
I never really loved you,
So why do you try?

Just forget that anything ever happened.
Better yet, just
*********!

A promise is a promise.
No matter how old or how silly it seems.
-
Promise me...
Tell me if you ever stop loving me.

Or else it will hurt more when I find out.
-
Promises are meant to be fulfilled.
Even if pain is caused.
-
Promise me...
Tell me when you are in pain.

I know how much it can hurt.
Better than anyone, I think.
-
And these promises are mine.
And yours.
I trust you.
Keep them.
-
Promise me...

If I ever say I need time alone again,
Don't leave me.

It only makes me cry more to see you walk away.

I wont do it again.
I promised myself.
And others.

But its so tempting!

Dreams of death.
And constant O.B.E's
Show me how good it feels.
Free of everything.

Nothing to do or look forward to.
Nothing to regret.

But I wont repeat history.

I wont try to **** myself again.
Just for you, love.
And for me as well.

See everything...


With your mind.


Nothing seen with the eyes is real.
Judgement isn't worth it.

Most are incomplete and misjudged.
Faceless and empty.
Broken and scarred.

All because of this impossibly physical reality.

Break your eyes
And reveal the true world.

I feel the pull,
The enlightenment the moon gives me.
The energy radiating from it.
A beacon in a dull world
Full of ignorance and blindness.

If they knew the power,
The knowledge behind it,
The world would change.
People would change.

All because of a new found
Inspiration.
Clarity.
Intuition.

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