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The New Kestrel Aug 2013
Have you ever Just
Sat and wondered about
Random things that
Runaroundinyourmindatthespeedoflight.

Barely understandable.
But somehow the clearest explanation.
Why things happen.
Why the world is the way it is
And why life is most important.

Why the "Powers That Be"
Seem to take over peoples lives and
Cloud them from reality.

Why people are consumed by lust
And constantly feed their desires.
Hungrily.

Why healing wounds itch and
Get scratched open again.
Bleeding invisibly.

Why government agencies lie to the people
And gets its citizens killed.
Leaving the rest ignorant and begging.


These things just, sometimes, happen.

And sometimes life's a *****.
The New Kestrel Aug 2013
This isn't a crush.
It never really was.
Somehow,
Somewhere in my minds eye,
I saw it.
Us

I saw your colors
And I confirmed what I wished.
That you liked me.

Its been almost four months since then,
But, based on how much we've grown,
It could be eternity.

This isn't a schoolgirl crush.
And this isn't anything I've felt before.
This is real.

I think... This might be true love.
The New Kestrel Aug 2013
I'm having the nightmares yet again.
And I've changed the word because dream implies
A good thing.
It used to be, but...
Now I have you to look forward to.

Texts every morning
And every night.
Poems that show me you.
And you constantly telling me I'm cute,
And tickling me to embarrass me
Because my laugh sounds like a goat.

You saved me.

I told you I've tried.
The second time...
Only a few days before this began.
And, after that,
I never wanted to try again,
Even if my disease told me otherwise.
The New Kestrel Aug 2013
Just looking at you yesterday,
I figured out so much.

Like how deep "Us" goes.
And how much I respect you,
Trust you,
And mostly Love you.

There are too many things to name,
But trying and failing is better than never beginning.

But I don't even know where to start....
Your determination
To change the world in your unique way,
One step at a time?

Your gentle smile when we meet eyes and
(I think) you know I'm wondering?

Your distant stares with complex codes that I have yet
To crack?

Your laugh... Where do I begin?
Just that alone gives me goosebumps
Only because the sound belongs to you alone.

And of course your toned body and skilled lips
Are a bonus.

I love you.
There's so many reasons,
And so many unknown factors.
But I don't care.

I just hope this made you smile,
Just like I did when I read it for the first time.
The New Kestrel Aug 2013
Once upon what seems like so long ago,
We were children incapable of being tainted.
A kiss was just a peck on the cheek
And "*****" was just something that you drilled into a wall.
Boys and girls could be friends, best friends even,
Like mine were, and rumors of *** were unheard of.
When fights on the playground were just childish games,
And we didn't care about other's opinions.
We wondered what it would be like to grow up, never realizing the horrors.
Of the lies,
The drama,
The torture we would face.
Now, we think back, wondering why we ever changed.
Why we wished to be the way we are now.

Today, we are Teenagers;
Hormonal,
Emotional,
Physical,
And undoubtedly stereotypical.
Society seems to think we are incapable of rationality.
Incapable of thinking about consequences instead of pleasure
And who the next girl to "pop" would be.
But, no.
We wonder why.
Why we had to change.
Why we did change.
Why we lost our most prized possession.
We remember the friends we had,
The promises we made.
The inside jokes that everyone knew.
The one kid we wanted to marry,
And then they moved across the country.

We were so innocent, and knew so little.
Until we grew and adapted to the young adult life.
We claimed to be happy, and others believed,
But all of us teens know
We long to be young.
We long to be innocent.
We long to be normal.
Not the perverted freaks people think us to be.
Not the people who judge boys who act like girls
Or the girls who look like boys.

Our innocence and ability to understand was robbed from us
The second we left Elementary school.
Some of us now feel the  need to bully others,
To judge our peers,
To impress the opposite gender by exposing ourselves.

If only we could remember the innocence.
If only we could bring it back like a retro fashion sense,
Yet keep it here instead of letting it die for good.
Could we try?
Will it work?

Could it still be with us after all this time?
Final draft after a really long time. Not many edits, but a few. Deleting the other one.
The New Kestrel Aug 2013
In a land afar,
Creatures flew with grace and
Danced with lust.
Two of these spoke
In a language so divine.
Only comprehended in their world,
Where only they flew with grace and
Danced with Passion,
Leading each other in a
Whirlwind of lips, hands, and bodies.
And whispered words
That no one but they understood.

**ನಾನು ನಿನ್ನ ಪ್ರೀತಿಸುತ್ತೇನೆ
And yes, the symbols at the bottom actually mean something :)
The New Kestrel Aug 2013
When I draw, or write for that matter,
I go into a daze.
Almost like unwilling meditation.
I don't see my own work until it is done
Except for few occasions.

I drew us today.
Or at least the feeling I get
When were together
And you touch me,
Hold me,
Kiss me.

It's almost a portrait.
The girl has wings
And toe shoes.
She dances atop floating ribbons
Which flare to form a heart.

Her head is an eye.
Representing my clarity
And freedom when I see you.
When I see only you.

And She is my masterpiece.
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