They called it a May December relationship
He was the May, she was the December
20 years was the difference
And no one could see why

What do you see in her they asked him?
But they didn’t know
How her intelligence captivated him
How her beauty overtook him, how her sexuality enthralled him

What do you see in him they asked her?
But they didn’t know
How she grew weak in the knees
When he walked up behind her and whispered in her in ear

They didn’t understand
How she and he hungered for each other
His energy boundless
Her passion endless

They didn’t understand
How well he took care of her
And how well she took care of him
In every was possible

They called it a May December relationship
And they liked to judge
But she knew she loved him, and he knew he loved her
And always they continued as one

My body

Your touch

My heart

Your soul

My desire

Your awareness

One perfect creation

An unrequited lust
A long hard journey
That began some eight hundred days ago

A burning passion
As plans were made
Three hundred days
Until their final destination

A dark haired man
A curly haired beauty
Finally joining sight
As they gaze upon each other

A swift run to hug
An everlasting embrace
Perfection of scent
And joyous blending of heartbeats

A quiet ride to the house
A new home
A perfect home
One filled with laughter and love

A soft embrace
A gentle kiss
A wave of desire
Overcoming the odds

A deepening of kiss
The toughing of tongues
A thirst for love
That has gone so far unquenched

The shedding of clothes
The removal of barriers
Skin on skin
In rapturous delight

A wave of desire
Yearning touches
A need to be
Part of the whole

A long hard shaft
A warm wet cave
Legs intertwined
One perfect being

The rising of heat
The smell of humidity
The buoyant cried of joy
The energetic moans of ecstasy

Panting together
Never letting go
Finally at a place
Where they both belong

Waiting their time
They made it

Overcoming the evil
They made it

Fighting the odds
They made it

The long hard walk
They made it

Together
Forever
Love conquers all…7411

Craving

An intoxication over my mind
A feeling like I might be left behind

I have to

A thirsty swelling bloodlust
Another reason that I must

Have you

I cannot stop the forces
The feeling as it courses

Through my veins

It is a passion that will never quit
And I know that I will never stop it

Driving me

My heart beats for the thought of you
Every little thing you do

To the edge

I feel a swell that might explode
Travelling swiftly down this road

Of insanity

I can’t live my life without your touch
The yearning I feel is just too much

Oh please

My heart beat begins to race
As run to your embrace

Take me

Feel how I am on fire
Help me quench my desire

I’m yours

One touch isn’t enough
Without you my life becomes so tough

Forever**

My heart to you is what I am giving
Because without you my life is not worth living

Voluptuous curves under his strong hands
Exotic scents filling the air
Lips on her body, making a trail
Voices moaning together in harmony
Enticing looks of lust and fire
Together forever quenching their insatiable passion

His voice beckons to me
I reach out for him
Craving for his arms
His touch making me burn

The glow that I see
When I look in his eyes
Torments my lust
Heightens my desire

I close my eyes
To breathe in his scent
The aroma makes me alive
My senses aware

I want to hold him, touch him
Caress his hot skin
The passion to mold him
Burns deep from within

I want to use him, abuse him
Watch him work his way
The temptation to have him
Ignites me within

As I observe him dance
My heart sets ablaze
I yearn to watch his form
As he moves and he sways

My wanton need for him
Must be continually contained
The desire to burn things
Will be my downfall one day

Aching to feel the flames
Fire is my hot blooded lover
One strike of the match
And he burns like no other

I must stay hidden
My secret identity
Keeps me prisoner
My longing to feel freedom
To openly be your muse

The desert land
Stretches on like an endless sea
A vast chasm of nothingness and emptiness
And all that exists
Is the hot sanded wind

Crouched down in a ball
Loneliness is the only companion
To the desolation that has become life

Peering at the setting sun
Knowing the terrors of the night to come
The knife holding promises of peace
And it beckons for the warm flesh of serenity
And the blood of tranquility

I wish I could be your sun
When the rain comes pouring down

I wish I could be your light
When only darkness can be found

I wish that I could be your joy
When depression comes to stay

I wish that I could say the words
That would make it all go away

I wish that I could hold you
And tell you how I feel

I wish that we were together
Our love forever sealed

I wish I could take away all the pain
Like you take away mine

I wish I made you happy
I wish I made you glad
I wish I was the better one
I wish I was already yours
I wish, I wish

Addicting and intoxicating and a must need substance in my life and I have to have it because without it I am falling apart and my world isn’t the same and it must be with me for me to survive but I can’t live without it and I don’t want to know what it is like to be without for I crave it and need it and must have it all the time for it brings me maximum pleasure to revel in the obsessive hold it has over my mind and body and I don’t want to stop or ever let it go as its energy and mine seem to intertwine but I can’t contemplate the thought of not having the enslaving powers rule my world and I yearn for it and yearn for it and crave it some more for the power it has over my mind is exhilarating and I know that it is right and I know I must have more and I know that it must always be this way or I die and I have to let you know one thing on my mind for it is all up to you my happiness and fixation for your love and embrace are the perfect drug of choice.

I would do anything to save her
If I knew that I could

I would give up my blood
For hers to circulate redder

I would give up my lungs
For her to breathe better

I would give up my kidneys
For her to live freer

I would give up my heart
For her to beat stronger

I would give up my arm
For you not to worry

I would give up my leg
For you to be sane

I would give up my life
If it would help to save hers

To make you happy
To make her live longer
To make her wake up
And bring joy to your life

One Day
I’ll be more than your maid
I’ll be more than your cook
I’ll be more than your nanny

One Day
I’ll be more than your go to girl
I’ll be more than your friend
I’ll be more than your convenience

One Day
I’ll be more than your outlet
I’ll be more than your slave
I’ll be more than your lover

One Day
I’ll be more than your toy
I’ll be more than your broken heart
I’ll be more than your puppet

One Day
I’ll be happy
I’ll be loved
I’ll be true

One Day
Someone will love me
For who I am
And not for what I do

One Day
This hole in my heart
Will be filled with joy
I will know no more hurt

One Day
I’ll be happy
I’ll be happy
One Day

Your touch
Your kiss
Your gentle ways
All I want
Is for you to love me

Your mind
Your ideas
Your meticulous thoughts
All I want
Is for you to love me

Your passion
Your power
Your overwhelming presence
All I want
Is for you to love me

My loneliness
My fear
My lack of self esteem
All I want is for you to love me

Our embrace
Our connection
Our undying chains
All I know
Is that you love me

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And I feel the sharks nipping at my toes
Begging for a meal
Knowing that they have a feast

And I want to drown my sorrows
Let them play with me as they will
End my misery
Send me to my watery grave

As I feel the turbulent mist surround me
I let myself go
Knowing I will be at the mercy of the cold-hearted sea
And it will carry me with its will
And I am doomed to change the course

For the ocean knows no master
Autonomy is its confines
Never hearing the pleas of those that it consumes

And I surrender to its strength
No fight left in my soul
I feel lifted out of the sodden abyss
Again no free will
Just carried along
This time by a breeze
And the warmth of the sun

I feel the precious land
Know that I am alive
Feel the solar rays
Caressing my skin

And I open my eyes
To find that it is you
You that has saved me
You that is caressing me
You that loves me

Paradise on earth
Not just solid ground
A place for perfection
A place for devotion

It is not on a map
It is in my heart
Etched deep on its walls

Perfection, Paradise
It is in your arms
And you in mine

Forever will the ocean bend to our will
For our love is stronger than the tide

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Everything I touch
Turns to black
Nothing I do can be
Bright enough
Nothing I can say
Will be good enough

I tarnished your love
With a few stupid words
All I wanted
Was for you to be my
Vermillion knight forever

I dreamt of a time when
I would be loved
I dreamt of a time when
I would be good
I dreamt of a time when
I would be yours
Your vermillion queen

But like everything else
I push too hard
I want too much
I am too much
And everything I touch turns to black

Maybe on that fateful day
I shouldn’t have put the gun away

Sands of time
Falling in space
Never seeming to reach their destination

An eternal love
Grapping for freedom
In a cold uncaring cauldron

Time caught in a warp
Never seeming
To move forward
Holding them frozen
In a state of wanting

Two lost souls
Magnetically intertwined
Kept apart
By the apathy of the clock

Distorted measure
Holding them hostage
Until the grains fall
Through the oppressive ooze
As they keep pulling against
The tyrannical forces
That keep them distant

And the longing for the day
Grows ever stronger
Ever dynamic
So vigorous in nature
That it sweeps them away

To a place where they belong
Together in perfection
Across the metaphysical plane
Until the time comes

I look out at the expanse before me and think if only I would just let myself go and fall, fall to the serenity of the moment and let the air take me to where I am free, let myself glide off the roof and enjoy peace and know no more sadness and I peer out of the edge and wonder if it would be easy to let myself go, to slide down the roof, but something holds me back. A flash, a vision, maybe of false hope and I peer once again at the edge which beckons me to join it and I crawl in from the window in hopes of a day filled with less sorrow.

I have given my tender heart to you

I hope you have perpetual love for me too

Forever I pray we will be true

Without you my being will break in two

Every day we pledge our adoration anew

And never will we mention the word adieu.

If only you had loved me like you said that you did
If only you would have seen me for the person that I am
If only you would have supported me in all that I did
If only you could have been there when I needed you the most
If only you hadn’t left me and put a crack in my world
If only you hadn’t changed me to be someone I am not
If only you hadn’t called me things to make me feel so low
If only you hadn’t taken what self esteem I had
If only you could understand that I am my own girl
If only you could have let me be who I was inside
If only you hadn’t killed the love that I once held for you
If only you would realize that my love is dead and gone
If only you could let me move on to something new
If only you were now someone else could I stand to be near you

Where one person stops
And the other person starts
Cannot be determined
By the human eye
As the two hearts beat as one
Deep into the night…..

As sad as this tale may seem
Let’s hope it’s no more than a dream

There was a girl and her loving beau
For her his everlasting love did show

Life tried to keep them apart
But she fully gave him her heart

Love blossomed full and strong
Though the miles between them were long

Plans of marriage did they make
For each other their hearts did ache

Until one day he said no
I am going to let you go

Why oh why oh why she said
Without you I am better off dead

But he shook his head and did not reply
He tried himself to understand why

He knew not why he left her there
Not certain why he did not care

Knowing without him she could not exist
She took the knife and slit her wrist

And he walked along the lonely road
From his eyes a river of salt flowed

Why did he let it end this way
Without her his world was gray

And knowing that there was no one else
He turned the knife onto himself

It was that time of year

As we came out to play

And feel the rays of the sun

On that soft warm spring day



The soft scent of flowers

Fragrantly filling the air

Reminding us all

To live without care



A new feeling arises

A sense of rebirth

Oh what joyous abounding

Life has returned to the earth



As we run through the fields

With not a care in the world

Thinking about flights of fancy

Letting our wings go unfurled



It’s the dawn of a new day

A season of hope

Soft new beginnings

Cut the bindings of rope



And I look at you

And you look at me

Knowing that we are

Completely meant to be



Let our love for each other

Grow together as one

As we explore life together

Cupid’s work here is done



A beginning of life

Is what spring is about

A fantastic life with you

Of that, there is no doubt

A sense that I can not live without you
Delving through the senses in my mind
Driving me to the brink of insanity
I must have your touch or I die
Caught in the whirlwind that is your love
Torn by my relentless need
In a rush my passion beckons me
On to find the solace in your arms
Near you I must be forever

Hold my breath anticipating

The golden ring

You give to me

Down on your knee



My heart pounds as you take my hand

Know what you planned

Saying the words

Whispered like birds



“My darling will you be my wife”

Always for life

To be with you

Yes love, I do

I gave you a present
Something that I hold dear
I gave it to you
But not out of fear

I must warn you right now
This present’s been used
Broken and shattered
More than once been abused

It’s been crushed more than once
Seen more than it should
Yes I want to give it to you
You knew that I would

You helped to mend it
Make the two halves a whole
Promise you’ll be careful
Time has taken its toll

So be very careful
It’s been broken several times
I know that I trust you
Your love is more than a line

It’s very fragile you know
The present in your hands
Don’t treat it the wrong way
Let it lie where it lands

I know that you’ll cherish it
Hold this present true
It’s my heart that I give you
Cause you know I love you