They put me on a high pedestal
Took away away my mischief
There was no to begin with
They obliterated the chance

I first realised when I turned 14
Was writing last year's memoir
Had no adventure to illustrate
Had no idea of rebellion

I thought and contemplated
For a long long time
What the reason was
Turns out it was me
Me the *****
Me the image conscious
Me the people pleaser
Me the rational.

I envied the free spirited
I yearned their charisma
I wanted to be them
Rebellious and loud

Fair to say
It didn't work out
I was myself
And I'm content.

It was perfect
Wasn't it
That moment
The moment of our lives

I craved and desired
For it to never it
To never end
Alas, it did

It was the view
I guess
The breathtaking
Scenery of our being
It was the serenity
Hailing our dreams

We sat there
Time didn't matter
It was as if
Time had stopped
To let us cherish
The moment

The point was
To stay in the Now
The glory of
The Spectacular Now.

You stand so tall
With your shoulders
Straight as wall
You seem undiminishable

Goodness those cheekbones
Or that sarcasm
Such a shiver
I get watching you

You're arrogant
You're haughty
You're the definition of Mr. Darcy
You're what I want

I want you
So I can wipe away
That horrendous smirk
Replace it with a smile

I want you
So I can call
Your *******
Whenever the need arise

I want you
So I can calm
Your ego
Your humongous ego
Down

I want you
So I can
Belong to you

I want you
Because you,
You wont be soft
You'll be you

I want you
To know
That I
Want You
And No One Else.

Repugnant talks
The vile gestures
Wrecking naivety
Plightful conditions

Hand on heart
Veiling from ache
Perfection reinvented

Sour mouth
Dark eyes
Cruel words
Throat wrenching

Teary eyed
Strong will.

Pack your bags
Go away to your dreamland
Don't come back
Don't look around
Start walking and never stop

Escape the sullen environment
Escape your distorted life
Go fly away to your dreamland
Don't come back
Don't look around
Start walking and never stop

Search for something more valuable
Search for something good
Don't walk with your of old pair of sneakers
Buy something new
Don't come back
Don't look around
Start walking and never stop.

With the swirling leaves
Goes another hope of dreams
You wish to sound upbeat
But still there are things that haunt the dead
You ask yourself why me
Then get the answer as you look around the tree
Others with heart take a pity on you
As they see the condition your're into
Children with deprived needs
Can't get a two square meal
Do the ruthless people sense my heart's desire
Or am i just a piece of junk altogether
You ask yourself this every other day
But can't get a convincing reply nay
Do you want to be the poor helpless kid
Or do you want to make yourself renowned
Take a step forward and tell everyone what you are capable of
And after that never look back again
And never look back  again