My eyes
Are dried and burning
I tried not to cry
But I did
Thank you for
Being there
Hugging me
And holding my hand
It helped me feel
A lot less alone

I'm sorry
I don't mean
To hurt you
If I feel like something
Would hurt you
I try to stay away
From doing it
But I did something
I did not mean to
Hurt you

You don't have to say
Anything
I will leave you be
You don't have
To worry about me

Good bye
I'm sorry
And see ya later

Are you trying
To stay away
I do try to think
That you have a reason
To just disappear
And not answer my texts
But
When it happens
A lot
Multiple times a day
I feel like you are
Trying to stay away

You called me
Love
And I froze
All I could do is smile
And blush
I wanted to say
Something back
I wanted to
Call you love
Or
Anything
But I just
Smiled and blushed

I've said it before
In my writings
And in my head
But never directly
Not in person
Through a note
Or
In a text
"I love you"

You know I
Would like a goodbye
Or something
Instead of you
Walking away
Or disappearing

I stay awake
All night again
Only this time
I was not sad
I thought of happy things
I go to sleep
Your arms
Around me
Until
I wake up and find
It was just a dream