******
I did it again
I sat alone
And it made you sad

You didn't even say goodbye
When you left
And it's because of me

I see you hug and kiss
Him goodbye
All I want is a simple wave
Or anything
Just to say goodbye

I try to be happy
And I am around you
But I feel so sad
Because I eff it up,
Every time
We are able to hang out
I sit alone and it makes you sad
If I were to even be
A little bit happier
You would not have
Such a ****** night

First I act stupid
And I sit alone
And it makes you sad
Then your mom comes
And ******* at you
For no effing reason

I am so sorry
If I were to be at least
A little bit more happy
Then you would not have
As much crap to deal with

I am going to do
Everything I can
So next time you won't
Have to be sad
You won't have to
Have as much crap
To deal with

I am going to try
My hardest to be at least
A little bit more happy
I am going to try
Because I don't like to see sad
And I would do anything
To see your beautiful
Smile

Please let me
Do whatever I can
To help you
If you need someone
To talk to
I am here for you
If you need a shoulder
To cry on
I am here and I will
Do my best to help you
I will be here to hug you
Until you feel better
I will do the best I can
To help you through this

I look forward
To the summer
The blue sky
Sun shining
And being able to
Be with you
Hanging out
Talking
Or what ever
Just being able to see you
And talk to you again
Makes me feel really happy
I can't wait to be able to
Make you smile
I want to see that
Beautiful smile
I can't wait to
See you walk out of
Your car
And give me a hug

I stay up all night
Again
Thinking nothing
But sad thoughts
I thought
Of
One thing
In particular
I don't want to repeat
I tried as hard
As I could
Not to cry
But I did
And I could not stop