Pretty stranger*
I asked her to write me a poem
Hoping I will hear wonderful words
Lovely words that will keep me reading a poem

Well she did write it but she was short
Of words she didn't know what to say
When I read it I find myself laughing
How can a pretty stranger like her
Run out of words

I don't blame her its hard to write for a
Stranger

she stool my heart
And she said
"your heart belongs to me forever"
I was fooled by her words
I was fooled by her pretences

I gave her my heart my soul
I didn't even have to think about
I just gave her everything that belongs
To me

She played me, she broke my heart
And left it in peace, now she says sorry
But I think her apology means something
Is left in me

maybe she left a peace of happiness in
My heart that's why she wants to come back
No no I can't forgive her, she left me
For anther man, she can do it again

She says this time is different she really
Love me,
But I heard those words before
And she left me crying, crowing,rumbling,sleeplessness and sadness

she's a pain that keeps on coming back
Hurting different places
She's a devil that hunts a happy soul

Am doing better without you go go
Back to your man that you left me for

She she she she she she

Give me high love
That's all am asking for
I don't need much but
High love

I've been through relationships
But I never felt high love
i wanna feel it in my hands,
Heart and toes

I just want high Go
Not promises cause
Promises are like
Cigarette in the rain

give me high love
Don't just give love,
Love can turn to hate

Give me *high love

I promised to love you for ever
And never leave you
I promised to take care of you
Forever and ever

I promised a future together
And unconditional love
I promised to be with you until
The end of the road

But I guess those promises fade away
We are now at the end of the road,
Where unconditional love turns to
Tears of sadness,broken heart

And that's were our future ends
All the promises were lies

*I will never promise again

January, is
in the usual place. and
I don't want to face today.
It's raining, but I won't bother
to look, I'll just drown myself
in this fabulous book.

An escape,
this I know and the direction I'll go
is the way the wind blows and the weather vane,
( a strange name )
is pointing to the West.

Sometimes,
when I am Alice meeting Christopher Robin down
in Buckingham palace and the guards look to see,
as if they could look at me and be guarded.

In the book,
January is still there, and
still the bear that growls.
My imagination prowls, looking
for an escape.

I had a dream never to let you go
Always to love you and appropriate you
I had a dream that our love will be endless
I had a that our lips will connect to each other until the end of the road
I had a dream that you will never walkway from us and never leave me
I had a dream and in that dream our love was natural, unconditional,crazy,respected

But it seems like am waking up from that dream everything is fading away, our love is falling apart bit by bit, unconditional becomes conditional.
its seem like you are walking away from my dream step by step,
if you leave me now will *I ever dream again

Its 10PM getting myself sitting outside
Trying to count stars then I realized that those stars are shaping a broken heart

I tried to rearrange them to a complete heart but they never get there

Well questions are playing my mind
are this stars talking to me?
Will I ever find a complete love?
Will I ever fix my relationship when is broken?

I guess stars are talking to me
Lord help me to find a women of your choice so that the stars can be arranged into full nice shining stars