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Temitope Popoola Jul 2013
I've been broken so many times and I can't remember what love is. Emotional short term amnesia?
Temitope Popoola Jul 2013
Thy word is indeed soothing,
It nourishes my soul in times of distress
And puts a restraint on my lousy and hot tempered spirit.
Even in trying times,
I find a perfect solitude in thee.
Thy word is like a gentle breeze
Which blows a calmness on my troubled soul
How intriguing is it,that one could lose a lot in a moment of fury,
The plans of the devil is always carefully woven
And it takes a divine touch and faith
To pull through the storms of life.
My works might have been tested by fire,
In the very end, it would stand the test of time,
And something generations will always refer to.
Although, in my present pain, I feel so empty and void
But in me, flows a living spring that would never dry.
His mercies have kept me and wouldn't let go
Even as I've found peace for my soul,
I pray you find one too because,
I hold it not against you
You will be my testimony!
I wrote a hundred and twenty poems for five years, I had it in a book! I wrote more than that during this period but the 120 were mine, the ones I wrote for various newspapers were not kept. It was for the public, but these were mine! No back up or anything, and someone deliberately burned the collection! I wrote this to vent.
What do you think of it?
Temitope Popoola Jul 2013
This feels insanely annoying
Sitting down having nothing to do
I wanna run, jump, dance and be free
But no matter how hard I try I'm stuck
I'm tired of my daily activities
I need a break while I take in the fresh ocean air
I want to soar on the wings of the eagle
I just don't wanna be locked up in this room
Temitope Popoola Jul 2013
I keep wondering and wondering, what next?
He's gone and we would never see again
His words and charm caress my soul like rain
His figure never seem to depart from my head
How does one cope with an irreparable loss as this?
How do you pretend you're fine when it's him you miss?
Knowing fully well he had no power over this separation
Not forgetting he contributed to your success in this generation
After crying and mourning, what else will you do?
Pack his belongings and burn them up?
Or leave them at the exact spot he placed them adhering to his rules?
Dropping flowers, your way of controlling life?
It just doesn't make sense, does it?
The hard labour and toil now in vain,
The painful sowing and inability to eat a grain,
These thoughts seem to throw my all into the drain!
I lost someone real special today, I don't know if this came out well, it's just a fraction of what's in my head! Sad!
Temitope Popoola Jul 2013
Paint me a river with beautiful colours
One that tells of a certain kind of love
Don't forget to add the brown sand
That tells of the richness of the land
Paint me a river with a beautiful sky
With the kind of nature that makes one cry
And forget not the webbed feet creatures
They add a certain warmth to the features
Paint me a river with an open view
And through it I want to see you
And feel everything you felt painting it
You don't have to include the newt
Paint me a river and I'll sing you a song
One that portrays your imagination as being strong
Temitope Popoola Jul 2013
He held her gently and looked into her eyes
She looked away and threw the dice
"Look, it's a four" she giggled
He looked at her and this time around he kissed her
She blushed and realized he wanted to talk
"What is it Luke? Are you alright?"
He looked stressed like he added another twenty years over night,
"I'm not going to be around for long" he said softly
"Are you leaving me?" The light drained from her eyes
"No, not that, you need to get a life" he said blatantly
Holding a hand to her mouth, she wept quietly
She sniffed in a few times and pulled her rebellious hair behind her ears
He loosened his hold of her, "Sarah, I'm an old man, I don't have your kind of strength"
She screamed as she cried, "But I love you, what is the matter with you?" For some seconds she held her breadth
"Who is she? Who the hell is she?" she asked quietly,
He looked at her in wild disbelief and grunted, "Oh Sarah"
"Is she older, with grey hair like you? Does her belly sag? Has she done surgery or something? Someone you met in your college back then? Or she sell books?..." Her list was endless. He watched her with interest, their relationship was unusually right. She was the daughter he never had, just that she came with a different tag "girlfriend". And their relationship had gone from one with mutual understanding to another with undeniable thirst for love. She was fragile to him, he was soothing to her! He'd taught her bit of things he'd gathered from his life experience and her youthful vibe and energy had pushed him beyond limit. They complimented each other in a crazy way. She would dance and drag him all the way, his weak thrusts she accepted gratefully. She was contented, didn't want more!
"Ok, it's Cancer" he cut her off. She twirled around,
"That's her name? Really lame! I can't believe this" she walked away from him and stopped abruptly.
"Cancer? Oh my God! You are sick?" She blurted out. She looked like she was going to faint.
He tried to calm her down as she went hysterical, she didn't wanna be alone and begged him not to die. She sprayed his hair with dye and cooked healthy meals, everything just to make him stay. He asked her to leave many times but she swore never to, at least not in his trying times.
Weeks went by and months followed swiftly. In his last days, she never left his sides. He looked healthier than her, she made jokes that made him choke with laughter. And finally, she resolved to silence. They communicated with their hearts and eyes. The nurses admired her courage and wanted to know more.
"Sarah, your father would be fine" One had said to her. She chuckled, her eyes never leaving him as she answered, "He's the boyfriend that never took me to the alter"
The nurse hurried away. After he passed on, her life  took an uneventful turn.
Temitope Popoola Jul 2013
I may not be the most beautiful girl,
I may not have the riches that eventually leads a man to hell.
My name may not in some's ears ring a bell,
But i am indeed an incredible damsel.

If you came into my life bcos we met on a bus,i wouldn't travel forever.
If you came into my life bcos we met in a singing competition,i would not sing forever,
If you came into my life bcos you once taught me,well then i wouldn't be your student forever.
And if  you came into my life as a result of teenage fantasy, my teen days are over!

What is it with you anyway?
Being caught up in your web hasn't given you the right to cut my days and trap my lively rays.
I wouldn't stop living because it didn't work out with you.
It only means there's one whose sky is full of hope and blue.
And tarnish not my image,for that may flip open my page of rage!
Don't even blame my actions on my age,otherwise my anger would burn.
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